My mind holds me at bay  
Crawling off this planet
I can't see in the dark
I will still love you as a ghost

Keep me at home
Swallow all my thoughts away
Watch my mind disappear
Keep my hands busy so I don't slash my face apart

Ordinary life
Sleepwalking born a ghost
Flickering faces may strike, but don't burn down
Razors in my throat
Stars don't shine
Cover me just for the night

God's spokesperson
Disarrayed hair, untouched nerves
A science teacher as well
David, Saul and Noah
Men I learned about
I trusted the words of the parish
Until the words " Gays are evil where spoke"

Plunging to the ground
Floating no device
Speaking without sound's

My journey went astray

You tore out my heart, and ate it like a sandwich
You cut and gut me like a fish
I needed you more than I needed growth
God's womb planted crab apple trees in me
I had begun to blossom
Unsettling my roots, as fathers branches grasps at me
You would suffocate me just to bring me back to life
His lust outweighed me
My corpse will still taste you
Gods bees will make his honey