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FionaGrape Apr 2015
You don't want me in your life
And that's cool
So stop texting me
Acting like you do
I've come to terms with the truth
Why can't you

I was that soft voice in your ear
On nights when you couldn't sleep
The voice of your inner thoughts
When you couldn't speak
I know
You were that void for me
That filled me with positivity
And made me believe in destiny
Once again
But now I just seek reality
And you weren't it
Sometimes you have an instinct that something or someone isn't right for you....ultimately your actions follow what it is you really feel in your heart.
FionaGrape Apr 2015
I don't tell you sht
Cause I know you don't care
Always judging me
Like I'm unaware
I'm not stupid
I notice everything too
I know sh
t when I smell it
It smells like you
Don't tell people how you really feel before you find out whether or not they care, those that really care are usually the ones that you never had to second guess in the first place.
FionaGrape Apr 2015
Cried alot when I was little
I still do sometimes now
Had to develop thick skin
To get through life
The only way I know how
By guarding my feelings
And holding it in
Trying not to treat everyday
Like a Monday
Struggling to stay positive
That's why I pray
God hears me and he loves me
More than anyone I know
Even though I can't see his face
His blessings always show
He helps me revive my hope
And believe in tomorrow
The moment you feel like giving up God gives you a reason not to. Don't listen to the haters, it's only the voice of God that will lead you to the way of eternal happiness.
FionaGrape Apr 2015
People change
They move on
Some are for you
Some are not
Don't stress trying to figure it out
Cause they'll show you
Whether you matter
Or you don't
Just remember
No matter what happens
You matter
Never feel like your worthless or hopeless, everyone has a purpose in this world and it's up to you to walk in that purpose and believe that things can always get better just because you believed in yourself.
FionaGrape Mar 2015
Do you miss me
Do you love me
I always have to ask you cause I don't know
Why should I care if you don't care
That's emotionally unfair
Blowing my feelings in a balloon
Leave them in the air
Things aren't the same when your not here
Made plans but now the future unclear
In my dreams I still see you there
In a image that my mind creates of heaven
Because in my thoughts I can see you anywhere
Wish I could tell you
But I have to keep it to myself
FionaGrape Mar 2015
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What's the best way I express myself?
It's what some people ask me
Impulsively writing since I was eight
Rhyming always came along naturally
Didn't say much when I was a kid
My aunt thought I was mute
Daydreaming in my journal in school
The more I wrote the more I found my voice
It got louder
My weapon of choice
Became my words
A lady doesn't physically fight
Grandma told me that's not right
Let's just say I've committed mental ******
Once or twice
Cause ******* think that I'm that ***** to try
No, not i
Growing up I often felt ignored, like nobody cared what I had to say, but the more I got older the more I realized that God cares and the blank pieces of paper in my journal cared too, the more I confided in those two the brighter my light shined through
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FionaGrape Mar 2015
You know how you can speak things into existence? You can think things too, ever thought about something hard enough that eventually it came true?
You have the power and you don't even know it ;)
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