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Like an old friend inviting you to come inside.
Familiar. Comforting.
It will grasp you in its arms and hold you close;
And when you're ready to leave, it wont let you go.
You will beg and plead to be happy,
and it will put up a fight.
It will make you think that the only way to escape it is to take your own life.
If you are lucky, you can break free;
and it will sit and watch you from afar.
Calling your name.
Welcoming you back into it's arms.
It will intrude your thoughts.
Make you think you are worthless.
That you're better off dead.
Just keep telling yourself that it's all in your head.
Keep moving. You will get far.
Depression is not who you are.

Naive
Naive
Naive
Naive
Naiv
Nai
Na
N

It’s funny how they react to your stories but they still want you to listen to all their problems,
And you have no doubt.
And you still make a time to make sure, you could listen all the way what they share.
And you’re still happy,
Even you’re not going to be listened, though.
Sometimes you’re just whispering “be still, be still.”,
To make sure, you’ll be alright with this kinda situation.
Yet, you wouldn’t attract them to ask attention.

There was no way to go out of awkward moment,
when you had a plan and felt pretty sure that you'll make it,
and you did not.
You just realized that you are a stranger now, and what you have to do is adapt to the current situation, but you still have choices.
Adapt, or go away from his life.
Forgive, or keep this to annoy you every single time.

There is a cycle you couldn't agree more.

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