You'll never know...
When you'll be head over heels
The most enchanting feeling in the world
Your unknown desires, it reveals
A current in you will endlessly twirl

You'll never know...
When happiness fills your heart
Having a precious bundle of joy in your arms
You'll realize in your life, he's the most important part
Not forgetting, he'll make the best morning alarms

You'll never know...
When your heart will be scrunched
Like a ball from a piece of paper
Feels like your chest is being ruthlessly punched
Your skin peeled off with a serrated scraper

You'll never know...
When a friend will turn his back
Whose hand you held, all these years
Intentionally causing an emotional attack
In disbelief, you gather invisible tears

You'll never know...
When you'll be caught in an unexpected plight
Daily reflections occur, due to lack of wisdom
To ease your dark path, you yearn for a ray of light
Nothing much you can do except to crave for freedom

You'll never know...
When the time comes, you might bleed to death
Tears will flow drowning your skin
As you breathe your last breath
You wish you had more time to atone for your sins

I saw you, somewhere, somewhere

I knew it wasn’t a dream

you were there, I swear

I see you, somewhere, somewhere

I know I’m not dreaming

you are there, I swear

I will see you, somewhere, somewhere

I know it won’t be just a dream

You will be there, I swear

*Because It’s true, you know its true.

Here I am, once again, back to this place, back to the start

hating myself, again and again

I don’t need you to tell me that I’m not good enough

because I remind myself everyday

thats what makes me moving forward

but I can’t help when it hurts me

I’m moving backwards

again and again, back to the start

please don’t tell me that I’m not good enough

because I don’t want to be in the corner

once again, **back to this place

those feet were walking slowly

head bowed to the ground

nobody understands

living in black and white

how does loneliness feel?

numb

              stiff

those feet are running

suddenly light radiates its colors

I'm stunned

       I can't follow, I can't keep the light

the loneliness, it's like night breeze

leaves and trees, the moon comes and goes

but those feet keep running away from me.