Sunrise
Oh how I adore your light
And though I wear the pseudonym
Of Star Gazer
I tell you
Nothing compares
To the cheers and warmth
Of when a sun rises
To express the coming
Of a bright new day.

Bright orange orb
Exude rays of comfort
Drive away oceans of sadness
And all that has hurt.

A thousand smiles lit
The very light
Of tomorrow's night's
Stars.

She was a lonely soul
Sat alone, alienated,
Although beautiful
It was a trait she hated.

He was a lonely one
Sat alone, up high
Although radiant
He was alone in the sky.

So one fateful day
Noticed her stained cheeks
He wondered
'Why her eyes did leak?'

He cuddled her with his warmth
Kept her in the embrace of his rays
Comforted her with a ray of sunshine
Just so she could finally see better days.

He loved her from a distance
Her sullen eyes began to sparkle a glow
A smile formed on her face
So from afar, he felt happiness grow.

With his shine, she appreciated her beauty
Kept her smile for others and herself
Finally found the repelling sight in mirror
To beautiful beyond all else

The Sun fell in love with a human
Hurried the nights just to see her
That was when daylight savings
Had finally started to occur.

This is a story about a sun
He had no friends, none
He'd seen his rays run
And the damage it's done
So he leapt the skies
Till he left the skies
With rented disguise
And lives to hide
As the night.

He claimed to be a poet
Though his words
Could never show it
Because he'd never known
What words to describe
The most beautiful
Artist he'd ever known.

He claimed to be proficient
With usage of words
Yet he could never find
The exact words that came
To mind
When he wanted to write
About the talented artist.

He suggested to a thousand
Strangers
That his word
Changes
With every thought
But yet he saw no change
In his words
When he wrote about
The smartest girl
He'd ever known.

He tried to tie
The threads of his mind
The knots within his soul
Over what words to use
To form a string of words
Befitting someone
As amazing as her.
Yet, none came to mind,
None did occur
Over what words
Described her
Except; indescribable.

Stop telling me I need a savior.
I stopped believing a long time ago.
Stop telling me someone will deliver me,
I been waiting for my hell to end
Stop telling me I am loved
If he did love me, I would not know abuse
Stop telling me that prayer is the answer
I have prayed my life away
Stop telling me this life is planned
why would god plan for me to feel so inhuman?
Stop telling me it is in God's hands
If so, his hands are full of sin
Please, for the love of god
stop
trying to make it okay by using *God

'Quit while you're still ahead
Or one day you'll end up dead'
And I pushed the limits
Till I was content with infinite
And I woke up the next morning
To the sound of people mourning
That 'quitting' had died yesterday.