In my life is between my thoughts and my silence.
7/2/2021

my coffee grows cold
as did my love

I can't breathe
Everytime I fall asleep
But that's the only way
To see you alive.

Eternity goes by in the blink of an eye
When there’s nothing but darkness

Sometimes its the place
Sometimes its the Sequence
Sometimes its the Speed
Sometimes its the Randomness
Sometimes nothing
Sometimes Everything.

she
finally
saw
me
and



ran

Breath
I never said I wanted to die
Just that I didn't care
If I were alive

And if asking for help
Was easier than giving up
Then maybe
I wouldn't feel so stuck

I'm trying;
I am trying
But this is not living
I am dying

My heart is my mind's puppet
Bodies being pulled apart little
The strings are hurting
This is brutal

Listen when I say;
I never said I didn't wanted to be alive
Just that I did not care
If I died

You merely adopted the dark; I was born in it, consumed by it, molded from it. I didn't see the light until It was too late.

sometimes silence
is the best
reply,
answer,
company.