i'm so sorry if anyone has ever made you feel like its hard to love you

kinda hard to love yourself when it feels like no one else does

your voice my comfort zone
but i don't hear it in my head anymore
it's been a year without your presence
your absence finds me gloomy
not a day without you in my head

but today i woke up and realized
i forgot your voice
you are a distant memory

i'm so afraid to completely forget you

i'd do anything to hear your voice again
i still dream of this

i will forever be mad at the universe for giving you to me when i wasn't ready for you. why did everything have to happen when i was that low? maybe it was better like that,
maybe in another dimension

u‘ll never look like the girl in the magazine
the girl in the magazine doesn't
even look like the girl in the magazine
and thats okay