Ember Evanescent

Ember Evanescent Jan 2015

I would watch way more sports if the ball would kick the players back.

or in like baseball, the baseball bats you in the head back. I would watch that.

...I think I am a bad person... LOL!!!

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#spontaneousthoughts #yesthereissomethingwrongwithmyhead

Ember Evanescent Jan 2015

Spontaneous Thoughts (Series)

If were an alarm clock I would totally spend my spare time scaring the crap out of people at 3AM

or like, if they smack me when they hit snooze I smack them back.

It's a series. Feel free to add to it. Title is self-explanatory. Literally, any spontaneous thought no matter how weird (like mine), funny, sad, deep, happy, thoughtful, or random.

Just include the hashtag #spontaneousthoughts and use the same title as mine: Spontaneous Thoughts (Series)

also feel free to message me to let me know you added to my series so I can read it.

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Jan 2015

Ena Alysopriono

Struggling

So you are struggling
Big deal
We are all
What makes you special
What would make you think
I would care
After everything you did
You want me to care
Why should I
When all you ever gave me
Was reasons to hate myself
I would never choose to help you
That would not be fair to myself
I mean I can't see you without having an anxiety attack
You need someone to save you
Why me?
Why?
I should dismiss this
Sweep it under that rug
The one with so many things
Shoved under it
That it looks like a mountain range
The only problem is
It could be my best chance for Redemption

Not redemption from them, but For myself. just wanted to Make that clear.

#you #redemption #ihateyourguts #ijustwanttoleavethisinthepastwhydoesitkeep

Ember Evanescent Jan 2015

I'd never tell the truth to your face, unless Death were staring me in the face too.

Somedays I wish

you and I

would get caught alone

in a life and death situation where nothing matters anymore and any responsibilities or complications that used to exist have faded because we are going to die anyway so I could find out what is really on your mind, so I could tell you everything, because why not at that point? So I could tell you everything I've done, how I really feel and why I did so many things, everything that has happened to me, and hope that maybe, in our last moments of life, you would understand.

Because in a situation where there is nothing left but emotions and loose threads and rough edges and unhappy endings, the truth just might come out.

#truth #death #emotions #ihateyou #somedaysiwish #youwillneverknow

Ember Evanescent Jan 2015

With time comes.... beauty? no, you're just drunk

You drunkenly texted me regarding how I'm supposedly "Really pretty"
and how you can "only imagine how much prettier I've gotten" since you last saw me
Well, what makes you think time increases beauty?
Especially when I had none to begin with?
Well, alright yes
My beauty has multiplied by exactly 85 times as much as it used to be
*0 times 85 is still zero though

I hate when he texts me when he is intoxicated. how did a summer romance come to mean too much to me?

#boyproblems #stupidlove #ihatehim #idontneedyoubutidowantyou #stopdrinking

Ember Evanescent Jan 2015

I don't like good dreams.

I don't like good dreams because when I wake up I realize how impossible what my mind just made up really is.

last night. well then again I used to have nightmares and wake up to reality that was no comfort and I wished I could go back to the nightmare because at least it wasn't real.

#ifyoucantwakeupmaybeitisntadream