I forgive you for not knowing what to do
I forgive you for telling me you had to go because one of your friends wasn't okay
I forgive you for feeling inadequate
I forgive you for my problems

Because you shouldn't have said sorry for any of them

Of course you wouldn't know what to do, we haven't spent enough time together
Your friend was really upset and i wasn't, she mattered more
Sweetie, feeling that way is normal. Don't say sorry
Not your fault at all. Don't say sorry

Do you really want me?
I don't
What part do you want?

You were all that I aspired to catch in life
Someone that  would sing me fall out boy
Or Vanessa Carlton
It didn't matter to you
Not to me either
Lovely
I miss it

She was the kind of girl
Worth dancing with
     In the middle of the living room
To the music
Of late night television.

She was the kind of girl
Who made the sky dizzy
     Whenever it looked down at her
Because she was
More vast than the sea.

She was the kind of girl
You wanted to kiss
     In each and every snow drift
Because her lips
Were warmer than any jacket.

She was the kind of girl
Who held you at night
     And whose arms lingered
Because when she was gone
You still felt her around you.

She was the kind of girl
People drag themselves
     From their beds and walk to work
Because they needed to care
For a necessity like her.

She was the kind of girl
Who made you trip over
     Words you wished were nearly as lovely as her,
Because she was the embodiment
Of all you ever wanted to say

To swoon the stars and put the moon in your back pocket.

The few things you'll never know
Are the things I don't know anymore either

Because I've forgotten them
Either for a good reason or not

Blind to my fading color
Deaf to my screams
Untouchable to my grasp
Can't smell the iron
Can't taste the regret
Can't sense the sorrow