a pillow full of tears wasted on you
a box full of tissues no longer new
a bundle of emotions finally set loose
a waste of a chase for a fabled goose

i never thought I'd be the girl to fall
but i fell hard, i nearly lost it all
i lost the sight that holds my foundation
i became blindly bounded by your affection

i know i lot my common sense of direction
but i now no longer consider you a destination
you are a pass-by town on my route
this is my one surety, with no doubt

- E.A.F

Your life was like a shooting star
A broken ray unable to be fixed
Here one moment, gone the next
But now I'm just wondering where you are

Are you out there saving the world
Are you out there heeding my plea
Are you out there thinking of this little girl
Or are you out there finding the key

Something that can save us in the end
so that we don't have to fall hard
A special something that will help us fend?
Or are you hiding in the sky so starred?

These things I love about you
They're the things only you can do
Like the edited photos you create
Or how your touch feels like fate

But don't ask me how these feelings came true
All I know is its because of you

So I love the way you wear your cherry lip glass
I love the way how you have the cutest of laughs
I love how you give me that adorable coy grin
And how even if I lose, it feels like win

I love your long brown hair with a tinge of red
I love how in photos you always tilt your head
I love your relaxing and cheerful companionship
And how this has been the best relationship

I love the way you get mosquito bites so easily
And how you fish for compliments so rarely
I love all those random ***** jokes
And all those silly, but cute, facebook pokes

So with all this in mind think back one year
Back to when I finally overcame that silly fear
The one of you not liking me as more than a friend
All I can say is I'm very happy you said yes in the end.

- E.A.F & Dan van Gool

As my tears rolled down my cheeks, I heard the song of heaven sing his name…

I saw feathers rain down upon me as I cried out his name in sorrow. Oh, how I wished he had a tomorrow. I wished I had one minute, I wished I said what needed to be heard, and I wished I had awoken earlier the day of his demise.

I wished my tears were not real and my smiles were not fake. That I awake at dawn to realize it was all just a nightmare… I wished this was a fairy tale, but instead of a prince, I would have my Dad every step of the way. That if or when I was charmed into marriage, he would tell my groom that his shotgun was just a quick stop at the local shop.

I wished I had him to kiss me good night once more. I wished I had a drive in his car one more time.

I wished I had you… I miss you more than plants would water or the earth would the sun. You were and always will be my angel… tattooed to my heart and imprinted to my soul.

Watch over us.

I wish you knew

The tears hidden behind these eyes
The fears deafened with this laugh
The pain numbed with every smile
It has been years since either all have shown

And to tell the truth
It is all because of you
I would like to think I am better off without you
Because you may have lifted my spirits high

Which left me hang up and dry
Everyone thought I would not coupe
Well, I guess they were right

Because these eyes are finally showing their tears
The fears overcame that laugh
And the pain ripped away each smile.
The fake has faded into black

And I only wish you knew

- E.A.F

To see his name written in anothers writing,
To hear his song sung by anothers voice,
To feel the hole that he once filled
To seek the comfort he once offered
To think I won’t see him again

To see my world continue to spin without its orbit,
To hear the emptiness behind this laughter,
To feel his cold cheeks as I kissed goodbye one last time,
To seek the warmth that once filled his body
To think I won’t hear him again

To see his smile would cause tears of joy to arouse,
To hear his voice would sound like heavens gates opening to the ******
To feel his arms hug me once more
To seek the music we once shared
To think I won’t feel him again

To see new memories won’t include him,
To hear the beating of his heart would be a miracle
To feel like my smiles are forced and my tears flow
To seek that this wasn’t true
To think I won’t have you…

- E.A.F