Donnica Chi-Young

Donnica Chi-Young Dec 2014

I love the tunes of sad melodies...
The meaning of gloomy lyrics...

They bring me back to a place...
That I call home.

The kind of home that lives in me.

For not all will understand.
And not all has the knowledge...

That this is the true side of me.
That no one will ever know...

I wanted to make a poem about my past time. Listening to sad music. It brings in more emotion and deepness than happiness. While making this poem, I was listening to the band called, "The Callings" and their song "Wherever You Will Go". When I was a kid, I didn't like this song... But now that I'm a lot older, I learned to appreciate the deep meaning of the lyrics. I really love this song now :)

Dec 2014

Bobbie Bachelor

Who Rejected You

I waited for you
I watched out these windows

While it was raining
I pressed my hand against the ice cold glass
And drank

My tears ran down my cheeks
And back into my mouth

I miss you

#lonely #sadness #depressed #tears #loss #hurt

Donnica Chi-Young Dec 2014

A Loner's Poem

I walk alone at the streets of a busy world.
I eat alone at the beautiful and messy cafe...
I sleep alone without a teddy bear by my side...

Yet I never felt alone...
I felt that I always had company.

Company that made me feel happy...
That gave me the freedom of solitude.

Being a loner isn't lonely.

Because the loneliest thing in the world is...
To be with a group of people who was never
A part of You...

Decided to write a poem... I hope it isn't bad. I randomly made it.

Donnica Chi-Young Dec 2014

Nostalgia

I always wish to go back in a certain time...
And relive the moment that I never relived.

During those certain times...
They were not the best time for me...
They were painful and sorrowful...

But now that I saw what it really looked like
I have an heartache that wishes to live those times...
Even if I was never meant to live in that certain time.

The only thing I can do now is...
Relived that certain time by listening to...
Music.

For it is the only way to recreate a memory...,
A memory that never really existed in reality.

Everyday, I get heartaches of Nostalgia. :| :(

Donnica Chi-Young Dec 2014

Gold Is Not Always Everything...

I never liked the big world.

I always liked the small holes that lead to the peaceful yet mysterious world.

And inside that hole was... Everything I wanted in life.

No, not the gold, the riches or whatever you think it may seem.

But it's the lovely scenery, the fresh air, nice places to eat, a cozy home and...

Love from family and friends

To me... These are the simplest things in life that I wish for...

Made this poem because as I got older, I realized... I am not really after the riches of the world but the simplest things that are rich in love.

Donnica Chi-Young Dec 2014

Cry: A Soul Cleanser

Yes, I liked that feeling; that feeling of sadness, melancholy and nostalgia. I felt a little happy when I start crying out of nowhere, because it just cleanses my soul. It cleanses the things that hurt me the most.

Crying is not a bad thing. But a good thing...
Releases what you can't release in this cruel world.

Crying are not for babies...
But for those who are weary and tired...

Crying is a clamor for help.
A kind of help for those who are discouraged and hopeless...

Crying is... Not a bad thing.
But a good thing.
For our soul.
That wishes to be... Free again

This is a poem I made when I came back from a trip. I remembered crying the whole week, listening to sad songs and had no hope or courage to do fun things at all... I guess it was because I was tired too.