So **** confused
Not sure what to think
What to do...

Love my bestie
Crushing *******
Last night we talked

He held me, told me
He was attracted to me
I blushed, smiled, and giggled

He cuddled real close
Leaned in, softly kissed my lips
........

Now I'm confused
I don't know what to do
That kiss was unreal


~Devil~

Jealous of be becoming friends with yours
You can't even talk to me
About what's bugging you
Congrats im ******
You need to just


GET OVER IT!!!!

In school
Wanna go home
Can't stand this hell
Waiting for the fun to begin
Swimming with my friends
My sis and my buddy
A guy, a girl
What should I think.?
What should I do.?
Escape this hell
Just take me away.....

~Devil~

Grilled cheese for breakfast.?
Whats wrong with this school.???

Met this new "kid"
He seems pretty cool

Have only known him for about...
Maybe 3-4 hours

Got great writing
At least I see

Seems a lil on the shy side
Think its kinda cute..

No im not crushing on him
He just seems like he could be a great friend

Maybe he will
We shall see

Its all up to him
And what he thinks of me

I know im not great
And **** being perfect

Im just someone that cares
And will tell you how it is

Im honest as I can be

~Devilgirlzdream~

Today is the day
Hope I won't be scared
But maybe, just maybe
My handsome prince will return...


~Devil~

Just another boring day in hell
Don't know why I'm even here
No ones barely around
Teachers took my cell
Kinda ****** off bout that
It only takes one person to ruin it for the rest
I just want my phone back
I just wanna go home
Just wanna lay in bed
Slowly drifting from this world
Into my sweet dreams

****
ME
NOW!

Texting friends
Trying to stay awake
Failing as always

Takes a big yawn
Curls on the chair
Closes her eyes

Teacher smacks the desk
She jumps in fear
Eyes still closed saying im busy

I don't wanna wake up
I just wanna go home
Go back to bed

Dream of my man
Of his sweet lips against mine
Of his smile and his eyes

His voice is so calming
His touch im just wanting
His breath on my neck

Wanting to be with him
Sadly can't right now
Wish we were both done with school

So we could be in each others arms

I try to text my love,
Your busy.

I try to text my twin,
Your busy,

I try to do something right,
I fail.

I try to make up my mind,
Life disappears.

Everyone has some where to go,
Not me.

Everyone has some one to be,
Not me.

They all have something to do,
Not me.

What do I see in the mirror?
A stranger to be.

I don't know what to do with my life.
I don't know who to be.

You both text me back.
Saying you're happy I'm me.

I don't know what you guys see.
Im just a waste of time.

You tell me to knock it off.
But I think you're just blind.

You both need to see who I can really be.
A monster, a *****, nothing that great to see.

You say you love me.
Is it really true?

If you believe in me,
Then I have to believe in you.

As I cry at night,
You keep driving,
My heart breaking.

Now the days are so long,
Nothing looks the same.

As I cling to the shirt you gave me,
I stop.

Trying to find my breath,
Remembering the memories,
Scared you'll never return.

I should've hung on,
I should've begged you to stay.

Depression surrounding me,
Swirling and laughing.

Curling in on myself,
Feeling nothing but pain and sorrow.

As I lay in bed at night,
I think of you beside me,
Dream of you by me.

When I wake up,
a smile on my face,
I look to your side of the bed,
See nothing but an empty space.

I close my eyes,
Letting the darkness inside once again.

When your mind can't take the stress
When your heart can't beat the rest
When you soul feels all alone
You try but you just fall
You keep hopin' for another way
Something to take away the pain
That rips and strains deep within my veins
The screams I hear but are they real?

Can't stand this hell,
save me if you can,
don't stop loving me,
the riot might begin.

you think you can do something to help
you think until your head hurts
you have no clue what to do
you wanna try, but its no use
your hurting yourself just by thinking of how to help others

the pain surrounding your heart
have no place to go
no one to talk to
no time left until your done

forever lost
in the darkness
alone

try to get out but cant
try to find someone but cant
trying to do everything.......
but you just cant....do it

you sigh
sit down
look at the floor
cry

feel something clawing at your heart
at your soul...

you just wanna die,
so you don't have to life like this anymore

as the light is coming through,
you see something shine in the distance
you get up and go to it.

a knife,
just laying there,
rusted,
but looks sharp.

you pick it up,
look around,
put the tip by your throat......
mumble something.

DEAD!

Crying in the dark

Alone, no one cares

*****, ****, *******

you hear repeating in your head

it gets louder and louder

people screaming,

laughing,

pointing at you,

surrounding you

you tell them to shut up

go away, stop it

can't stop crying,

you look down at your hands,

see blood, drops dripping off your face,

you close your eyes

drowning in your own blood again....

So close
Yet so far away

Still........
His kisses make you melt
His breath on the back of you neck
Sends shivers down your spine and puts butterflies in your stomach

He treats you like your his princess
He is your noble and handsome knight
Hand in hand
Under the stars and the light of the full moon

Forever he will be my tiger
As we walk down onto the beach
The sea breeze chilly
He offers you his hoodie

We sit on the rocks
Listening to the waves crash against the shoreline
He leans in and kisses you long and passionately

Your stomach turning
Your heart racing
Finally knowing that one of your dreams came true

You find someone that describes you dream guy
Someone you've already known
But the thing is...
He's one of your best friends and you don't want to ***** anything up

You already have someone that makes you happy
And he does as well
But you both can't help having a crush on each other
He's so sweet, funny, smart, open-minded

You know you can go on forever describing him
You feel yourself around him
Not hiding secrets or anything
He's just hiding his face cause he's shy, you think its completely adorable

While the ones you love are dying within, you wonder what you can possibly do to help.
Surrounded by the darkness, your lost and feel alone, no matter how many people are around without you realizing you’re loved.
As you toss and turn at night, the devil feeds on your soul, feeling that the nightmares are real until you wake up crying, your heart pounding out of your chest.
Slowly tracing your veins with a knife, as you put pressure you can see the blood start to drip down your arm,
No pain, no nothing but complete and utter darkness...

It was a dark stormy night. I was down stairs in the living room, by the fire place, drinking a glass of wine. Then I heard a knock at the front door. I got up and started walking slowly towards it. I finally opened the door and there on his knee was Cody dripping wet from the rain. I was shocked. I couldn't believe that he was here. I saw in his left hand a beautiful red rose and in his right hand a small box. He opens the box and in it was a ring. It was simple but so gorgeous. I looked at him in shock. My face, red and a little smile. After a moment the smile was as big as could be. Then he said "Stace, do you love me?" I look at him puzzled, thinking why he'd ask that. "Of course I love you, you mean everything to me." He smiled, his hand against my soft cheek, as he quietly spoke, I saw the gleam of hope in his eyes. "Will you marry me?" Shocked. Eyes got big. Trying t find the words to reply but I'm so surprised by what just happened. He took my hand, said "I love you so much and I swear your the one I need to..... have to, be with. You are my one and only soul mate." Tears slowly running down my face, smiling. "Yes, I will, oh baby boy I can't believe this is happening, You are my whole world, of course I'll marry you." I quickly jump in his arms, hugging him tightly making sure he's as close to me as humanly possible.

As the days go on, you don’t know what will come around the next corner
Watching everything around you carefully
Not knowing what or whom will find you

A guy
Red hair with blue/grey eyes
He looks around, feeling someone is watching his every move
Then he turns his head, looking straight at you
You look away

He slowly walks through the crowd until he reaches you
Gives you one of those, cute, half smiles
As soon as you make eye contact
You realize that there’s, some sort of connection

Not knowing how to describe it
You try to work up the courage to speak
Don’t know what to say, so you freeze until something happens

It only took one minute
He said “hello”

With every night and day
There is love and hate
With everything pulling you in different directions
You feel lost and don't know who to turn to

The night of confusion
You meet someone exactly like you
The only difference is on the outside

Not knowing how to describe it
You think that you found someone who was meant to be in your life
Every day comes something new that you both have in common
Wondering, is there anything different about us?

Besides being a girl from a small country town in the north
This once a time stranger
A guy who is pretty much your twin
Living in different parts of the same country
Knowing you're so close, but yet you're so far apart

You feel a connection and a specific feeling towards him
A feeling you've never known before
You try to explain it but somehow you can't

Starts talking when they wake up
Stops once they fall asleep
Loves to hear his voice
Loves talking to him either way

With the future ahead
Can't tell you what will happen
Hope he stays in my life
Til my last word is spoken

The Midnight Sky it shines so bright
Through the darkness to see the morning light
The morning light is for you
The darkness is evil on through
I don't want you to have it that would just break my heart
Together and forever til death do we part

The darkness. It's surrounding me with horror and death. The nightmares that are coming to life. The depth of the hole inside of my heart. The reason that people scream, but the why we do what we do throughout our lives is nothing more than complete destruction. Killing everything in sight. Breathing the air that"s evil like nothing else. Becoming the devil within. The type of people that want to change me, and the people who are using me to get something that they don't deserve. Life, it's just seems like a lovely wild ride to be on, but trust me it's hell on wheels. And you're not ever gonna get off this ride.

Everyone has a love in their life and they will never let any thing bad happen to them. The love that is flowing through the air and making everyone happy. As the guys talk sweet and as the girls are blushing like crazy that's one of the most greatest things that love has to offer us in life. Our lovers in the past are behind us and the thing I'm looking forward to is the now, the forever and always gonna love you no matter how far or how long we stay together for our love is the key to happiness and that's all that matters to me.