Why can men not figure you out?
One may say they talk in code. and
Men try all theirs lives to solve it, but an
Eternity comes before they do.
No more trying to solve it, just guess and check

One day the sun will burst
And darkness will fill the sky
Your mouth will die of thirst
As your body remains still to die

But this is not now
Nor is it seen soon
So don't be so slow
And reach for the stars and moon

Live your life for yourself
And experience it all
Stack the memories on your shelf
For life is one big ball

My emotions are high
My thoughts are racing
But my hands refuse to let go
As my words are rocky and my phrases rough

This feeling is new to me
A Depression that adapts and changes
One that shows no comfort
And consumes you whole

How do I deal with such a foe
I'm unaware and afraid
As it is cunning and smart
Using my mind against me

I fear the worst will come
From the weight of this confusion
My legs are shaking
And the knife has been sharpened

Blood is what my depression wants
Blood is what my depression needs
My Blood given to it by me

The pain is severe
That lays on my shoulders
And my legs will give out
To the pressure of perfection

I love her so much
but perhaps it isn't meant to be
I will think of you
In silent for no one to see

Stuck inside this body
Unable to leave
I wish it would all end
So I could be free