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354 · Jul 2013
Eyes (10W)
Ottar Jul 2013
Eyes that widen, that weep
Eyes frightened, rest now, sleep
©DWE072013
354 · May 2014
Knights
Ottar May 2014
There is no night like the night,
you truly understand friendship,
not a boat with a rudder,
that might guide you, if you knew
where to steer
not a ship with an anchor,
that might hold you fast,
in any storm
but the warmth and comfort
from being close,
even though the distance between,
cannot be counted in steps,
but measured in the depth
and meaning of each moment
together, by laughter and tears,
sharing of hopes and fears,
and the encouragement to dream.
Hey, this one is for, you...
353 · Mar 2015
winded
Ottar Mar 2015
the wind she plays dangerously with me,
she picks up leaves and chucks them, hardly
missing my vulnerability,

but just then, she softens her voices
leaving me tense, listening and with no choices,
walking is too far while waiting for the next furry,

oh the turbulence of Spring brings up
the dead leaves of Winter to over-fill my cup
with worry, some woe, some wanted need, to go

and yet you don't know her beauty-in-this-Poetry, it does not show,
and I know not where, to find The Source as such.
well with winter on its way out, west coat style, but that's not what this is about.
352 · Feb 2013
Live Some, Die Some
Ottar Feb 2013
It is like sorting chaff and wheat,
takes Time,
takes a tool,
results in a harvest,
starts with seed,
Patiently you will end up, with what you sow,
freed from weeds,
nourished by water,
spurred on by Light,
Filtering choices like want or need,
one may be darkness,
the other feeds you soul,
each day is unto itself,
and starts when you open your eyes,
Sound the battle cry, you are not alone, find Comfort as
you live some and die some,
each day, seed some JOY.
Time + Light + Comfort (may result) or = Joy
new math, old theme
352 · Mar 2014
The Grey
Ottar Mar 2014
She curls,
her curly fur curls,
round her soft,
and she is oft
found sleepng, on her bed,
                         on any bed,
the grey sweater, knit for her,
she wears,
it is her color, matches her fur,
brightens her eyes,
belly breathing,
small movement without
a care,
she is aware of every sound,
when she is curled soft and round.
352 · Feb 2013
Going By
Ottar Feb 2013
The air was fresh and still,
unless you get moved by the sound of the waves of traffic,
going by.

The hue of the blue sky,
not dusk or or sunset,
twilight isn't quite right as the moon hung
like a broken vessel, with traffic in waves underneath,
going by.

I stood, with my dog pulling at the leash in my hand,
boy could she demand to be let go
where ever her nose would take her,
oblivious to the noisy wash from the street,
going by.

I knew in that moment joy and sadness;
for the awe I felt in that moment and aware that
I would not finish my writing for that contest tonight,
another opportunity and time, noisily,
going by.

The deadline was like the air to me,
a chill reality, my dog exploded after a rabbit heading to escape us by,
going by.

My arm was jolted to full reach,
the leash bit into my hand as the dogs paws bit into the the mossy
ground, legs and moss flying to gain momentum to chase the prey,
yet I held her still no further than six feet away,
her heart racing while my life was staying pace
marking time,
going by.
Fresh air got to me...
351 · Mar 2013
Rain did Pound
Ottar Mar 2013
Many, many years ago on an island and a place not so far from here,
A group of boys, in mens uniforms did cross the marshes with no fear,
Stepping heavy footed,
Unable to lightly move,
Weapons and packs,
Six foot pickets, wire,
The wove their way,
Bogged down by the mission, the weather, knee deep watery holes,
They exercised for ten clicks to begin the exercise, which took it's toll,
Their camp was set,
Then the weather moved in,
The rain began, the rain began, the rain began, and the rivulets ran,
down the hill, through the camp, no dry wood only dry humour, "to a man
we won't go thirsty",
The next day it rained some more and still more until the marshes over-flowed, found it's
path with least resistance,
everywhere they slept and sat,
every step made a splish-splat,
the rain did pound down to the ground,
yet they soldiered on and on, just like the rain.
clicks = kilometres if you don't know the military or similar jargon
Ottar Mar 2014
Smoky curls that linger, pausing,
                                       causing,
mystery,
weary thoughts hang limp in the
dank air,
the fire that once was, burns no more,
the body has given up and lays on the floor,
there is a stench,
there is a stink,
hmm, motor running too long too fast in the wrong gear,
was the life squeezed out or was it death by fear?

Fingers
with eyes,
brush the swirling,
snaky smoke trail,
as if to chase away,
what plays hide,
what play seek,
he bends down to look,
closer, silently absorbing,
yet is heart yells SPEAK,
at the scene of the crime,
he observes all that others
have missed, the sublime!

There was a ****** here, this time
he is the first to know!  Now to
solve the crime, if he does he will be
                                 *in the big time
Nope not Sherlock Holmes...
something else I am working on...
Ottar Aug 2013
sleep is knocking softly on the door,
my feet, my feet glide across the floor,
I move with ease and with grace,
something is wrong and out of place
even with two left feet it seems
one can dance, even in ones dreams.
yawnnnnnn
347 · Apr 2014
You won't find me
Ottar Apr 2014
I taste the sting of the drink in my hand,
but I can't taste your poison, anymore,
I can feel the strength in my hand,
but I can't feel your hand squeezing painfully anymore,
I smell the clear air through the open windows,
but I can't escape your suffocation, memories of my past,
I hear the birds and the wind,
but I can't hear your not stop negative natter and chatter,
I see blue sky and cotton clouds, with drops of rain,
but I don't see black and blue bruises, cotton gauze bandages and tear streaked lines of mascara clowning down my face,
ever again.
For a friend of a friend who was able to get out of an abusive relationship
345 · Mar 2014
At Length
Ottar Mar 2014
there was a day, like any other day,
in a military place and military time,
where an exercise was as close to war as
Marcel Marceau speaking about pantomime,
we the engineers were to build a bridge,
there was no margin for error, the length
had to fit.
The coded message sent and the math did not
agree with the winter reconnaisance, see?
It was spring and the creek had blown back
the banks, in such a telling way that we
                                      had to say
in clear, "it's got to be long, it's got to be long"

we measure time in much the same way
what have you got to show for the time you have
been allowed, out to play,
run with that rope and when it stops,
so do you, your life is through,
birth and youth are all that sadly some get,
others have had a century and will live more, I bet,

the emPHAsis is on the wrong syllABLE,
bring not your curriculum vitae to the table,

I want to know, how many
hours in a row, have you smiled?
Found something lost or captive,
returned it or set it free,
I want to know have you ever
hugged a child and let them decide
when to let go?
I want to know have you knelt beside
a person in despair, put one hand
on their shoulder and caught every tear
that they dropped in your other hand,
and gathered them
up,
and threw them into the sky and cried,
Why, oh Why, this one?
why not me instead...
    
I want to know if you have ever woke up laughing,
when you went to bed crying, or
thanked God for living when you thought you were dying,
At length, I want to know if you know how vital you are
to the rest of us, with out you we all fail the test,
that make us humanity,
that make us community
common unity
poetry.



©DWE032014
345 · Dec 2014
Sun of summer
Ottar Dec 2014
There is rest to be found in laying down,
      laying           to close your eyes to sleep,
         down          weapons the peace to keep.

fought any word wars lately, conflict leaves emptiness,
           emptiness        of a life that was once full and rich,
               leave us          love, like trees limbs stark and cold.

plunging into life every day, like it is like a lake put on cold till spring,
                   until            at the bottom the depths of cold, trap and bring,
                 aspiring        hope that there is a flicker of life to survive.

the inability to be two people, both me and you when you can't be you,
      you      the child safe and warm, where no harm can find and
      Be,              to become the adult confident and strong with a

SONG,
A Paint Brush,
INK,
Fibre Arts,
CANVAS,
****, where did you go,
I SEE YOU, but you are no longer in THIS ROOM,
                          sorry don't mean to shout,
ideas scattered
across the floor
to cover,
a path to dance on............... out
of the forest of trees,
that you cannot see
until you leave
until I leave
the line of trees all so aged
that mark, where we came from,
a "scots" Pine, that is a Norway Pine,
                make up mine,
yours a white Oak, your skin so fine,
               by design, those English,

and in each season, the unreasonable,
tears at the bubble, let the peace out up and away,
using up all your spoons before you can climb out of bed,
and the bucket will go down the well to get water but, oh
dear the bottom has fallen out and the hemp rope is in such disrepair
it gathers on a wheel called despair, as the needles of the trees fall
about the place and the oak leaves tumble in the refreshing wind but get tripped up by the
acorns.

all these black edged pine needles,
scattered floating lifeless on the well water,
all these black edged oak leave clusters
you deserve show their worth,
while that black cloud
RAGES
over head and fills the air with dread,
that something will be found, amiss,
and the volcano will show up
and the lava will flow
and will wilt me
like a lettuce leaf,
in the sun of summer.
Not that it brings hope....
but it has to.
sometimes being a partner with someone who is battling depression, anxiety, the physical pain and fatigue of both, tears down and rips apart personal organization, doubles up a load somedays, what was always difficult to keep together, gets lost and giving up becomes part of vocabulary, there are good days but fewer and fewer, and if no one reads this, I have given it a voice, not the depression, but the part of her, the small part of her that has the heart, that has the fight, that survives each day maybe I need to get out of the way.
343 · Feb 2015
Pinnacle
Ottar Feb 2015
How does the human evolve,
Not a question to try to resolve,

Because as a species we survive.

More than like sand mites,
In a desert,
Go ahead spend the time,
Counting grains of sand.

Because as a species, we survive.

Let that hang on your breath,
say it again real slow, slower....
thoughts processes go where they will,
percolate and distill,
"we still have a habit to ****"
one another

oh brother, I need more wine...
Is this by design....or are we on a decline
from the pinnacle of creation.

But what part of you, will be the downfall,
from such heights...take time to drink in
the fading view.

Whether it is oil or riches,
Too big for our britches,
The only possession we own
it seems is greed,
so sweet is this reduction, over
the heat, of want over need,
do you even know your own

DNA

the pinnacle,
It is not the end,
but a place to see,
what you have yet learned,

No way to earn,
What is available for free,
Peace, that passes,
Release, of the past,
Envision, the future,

See?
Only from the pinnacle,
are the past, present and future,
more than whimsical and make believe!

In this journey, know, you won't be alone.

And there is nothing, I would rather do, than be with you.
#surreal
343 · Jun 2013
On the Surface
Ottar Jun 2013
What does he see, the man who sits at the bus stop daily.
His dark hair looks washed but people go by warily,
He wears the same tan coat, will he when it is sunny,
                                                          ­                                 He stares straight ahead.
His skin is so pale, like he has seen some place dark,
I don't see him come or go, he stays there parked,
on that bench with that vacant stare, is he stark

raving mad, alone he
sits still like a stone
who has sank to
rock bottom,
waiting, seeking
hoping, needing
a breath,
of air,
to make it
through the
day or the
surface...
342 · Oct 2013
May we never, no (amended)
Ottar Oct 2013
watch the sun rise, shield or shade your eyes,
                                                           ­            it will be eleven thirty
on the East Coast when this yield will fade to cries,
for just a little over twelve hours
ago some one, yes one, lost hope and to get even with
a score, in a battle with his inner dark place, maybe the
rent was due, maybe she had let him live with them or
was about to ask him to leave,
maybe, maybe he never asked for help or none was
offered, maybe he lost his jobs because of his temper,
or maybe he was a man and did not know how to
ask for help or maybe he snapped, or maybe he
was going nowhere and the family who let him
now wanted to him stay,
or go away, we may never know,
or may we never, no, never leave families in such a place,
where the wreckage happens
                                              and cost them all, the innocents,
their lives.
For one family in NYC who now only live in the memories of other children and teachers,
and those nearby that neighbourhood,  the husband was at work, while the cousin who was staying there, broke down, unable to control what was seething inside.
342 · Apr 2013
Heavy... (10W X 2)
Ottar Apr 2013
Heavy Heart-ed,
heavy Headed,
heavy... Handedness,
heavy ... Hit,
                             heavy ... Hurt.

Heavy,,,Handedness,
heavy ,,,Hit
                            heavy ,,, Hurt
heavy ,,, Headed
heavier ,,,Heart-ed
Sorry for the violent content
Ottar Apr 2014
a painter who faced a canvas, placed random paint in preset places,
his minds eye knew where and what to express, unlike the rest of us,
                                         he became famous although some fuss,
over
the
item
called art,
some birds today must have been perched at the mall, on a wall
over the parking lot with alot of of silver and white, cars in stalls,
my car
was there
while I was
at the gym
but
did
not become
their canvas, which
we will call "A study of white and tan on silver and glass"
from front to back, they left a perfect clean capital C
of sheen of silver and glass, as to say they have group accuracy,
but as to counting the spots of white or tan, some white rings,
with centers that demand your attention in a different tone of tan,
imagine if this car was the car you did own,
with my math there was one hundred and forty two spots
of bird poo,
they got their orders, and it was okay, it was bombs away,
the spotted car now sat the only target of a flock of birds,
they did a number 2, they did a thesis on feces, poor car.
Sorry, looked for my phone, could not find it, wanted to take a picture, but instead captured it ... sort of, like it?  I could go on but the birds might target me too.
Ottar Apr 2014
hearing voices, high pitched,
open a mouth and cover ears,
                  it helps it appears,
those sirens
calling
to environs,
plucking
my will to stay put,
                         shut up,
safe in my safe house,
playing
with nerves that,
have places to be,
while I sat at my key
board,
as ambulances and
fire engines roared
by, in urgency,
to an emergency,
they only know how to scream,
but
nobody
listens or
worse, they
don't care,
to get out of the way.
342 · Mar 2014
okay, here goes...
Ottar Mar 2014
blade of grass, grouped like soldiers
makes a lawn, to battle weeds,
to battle floods,  even makes a
walkway for slugs, ughh!

blade of grass infested by weeds,
that is what happens with foreign seed,
with a vicious wit, and an appetite,
will tower over the thin blade, day and night,
leaving the grass, starving for attention.

blade of grass grown taller,
hold to your lips, the reed
squeeler, whistle caller mirroring
the night sky for every blade of grass,
is there a star?

blade of grass with roots that hold,
grab the dirt, and won't let go,
sure some grass blades do fall,
yes some don't grow at all,

but if even one can hang on,
dance in the breeze, until it warms
grow so tall as to reach for the sun,
what is your problem, eh?
Ha ha!
341 · Oct 2013
Dream Small
Ottar Oct 2013
tree branches
        dance to the mysterious strains
              of the wind while the rain
                                                drains
         ­                                                  away all the small boats
                                             holding wee folk crossing moats
                                                           ­                                      to the castles in our dreams.


©DWE102013
341 · Apr 2014
Food
Ottar Apr 2014
Feed,
Fodder,
give your body what you oughta,
Needs,
get Fulfilled,
breaking new ground untilled,
Greedy,
it is Alarming
means somebody else is starving,

Food
take eat
Love
if found
repeat and give away
Shelter
safe place to eat food, and
Sleep
and dream of
Acceptance
that it is a reality,
Potential,
potential, great to be aware,
                              but dare, to go beyond the dream
and live.
Food, water, sleep happens to be only one part  
so get a taste for life, good for your heart.
Somewhere, safe there, You have to start.
Maslow's Hierarchy of needs, sort of
339 · Mar 2013
The Poet's Dream
Ottar Mar 2013
Uncluttered hours with unbroken,
open windows and sunshine, Space!,
not just in the room, but the Space which
is Outer, out there, up there to be filled
with enough words to describe, at least, Love.

Objectivity to stand back and view
the turmoil Inside, waiting;
for The Voice, a voice in writing
that compels a Reader, to enjoy listening,
to the spoken word, as their tongue
wrestles with the sounds which pitch
and yaw during the flight, the journey,
to find what is beyond their equilibrium.

The spoken word which can, bring light to
the darkness, quiet an uneasy child,
contentment to the one who can not sleep
until they write, and rewrite and write some
more.  Only brief Peace is found on this
Earth, by a writer purging his grey matter by
weaving thoughts on a white blank page.

It is not a dare to dream, nay, a dare to
let some One other than your self, experience
a dream that was once yours, alone.
337 · Sep 2014
on the page
Ottar Sep 2014
A day is a stitch,
In the quilt of my life,
Each bad one a do-over,
So many, I am always running out,
And away, don't leave,
Don't fear the Reaper
Just the Seam Ripper,
Middle name "Jack"
A Polish day tripper,
News to me,
Bury my head in the sand
Of a kitty-kat litter box
Choices and
Life ...
All bad,
This is not a hobby,
That comes after
I keep begging for mercy,
my hands reach for the rafters,
Moon shines bright and white,
While grasping at stars,
With each failed rewrite,
If they edit my life,
Will I be found ever,
On the page.
Or scraps on the floor,
Or balled up fists of paper,
Heaped in the Forgotten Corner,
Behind a Western door,
That faces East with Hope,
but that is not her name.
She has a page of her own.
The miles lined up end to end,
Like silver tracks, leading...TO
where on the page.
Earl Grays misted friend, ON
to find my solace, my friend.
336 · May 2013
Hate (10w)
Ottar May 2013
Where Everyone Steps, To Beyond Ordained Reality, Often Total Kookiness
Not explaining it you might get it you might not, won't see this on a protest sign.
336 · Feb 2014
The Breath
Ottar Feb 2014
Not the one you take in,
that can be greedy, but not a sin,
but the one as a natural reaction,
to giving it all away,
blowing out the air,
from your lungs,
living out your life,
all the way,
you will not stop
                             breathing that breath, the breath,
you
breath
out,
the backfill happens naturally,
you fill your lungs not by accidently,
breathing in,                                     in ha la ti on,
but
the breath of two people so closely,
entwined,
like they were one mind,
is rare, but so is breathing,
pure air,
but as is true with each day,
handle breathing the same way,
one
at a
time. Deep Ex ha la ti on.



©DWE022014
Remember if stress is on your shoulder or your shadow,
breathing is your response, breathing out is always the
best choice of the two.  For you will always, at some point breath in.
336 · Mar 2015
Despair (The spare)
Ottar Mar 2015
sounds uttered, cluttered the air, yet
shaped like words, flew like birds

exploded

from a bush where no leaves yet
attached, grey and dark, no green buds

no signs of life

they were clear echoes on repeat, like old
old ice cubes trays full sitting in the freezer,

"Next!, you are after the stale cadaver?",

the speaker kept checking for a pulse
of popularity, itchy palms on vibrate,

your okay, for me it is too late.
335 · Apr 2013
could be many things
Ottar Apr 2013
could be bitter,
a bitter pill,
could be an illness
making any one,
at all unwell,
could be angrier than,
a raging bull,
could be many things.

could put it in words,
without a tune,
could paint layers,
in black and white,
could lay on my
bed and howl,
at the moon.

could do or be many things
so I choose those
that Glory brings
to heart and mind,
now to know the difference.
Show
I know,
with
grrrrrrrrr
attitude.
Ottar Apr 2014
Nothing can move me to poetry today,
the pieces kept coming and the juggler
had a terrible time choosing and it was
not poetic,
nor ballet,
the wrong shoes were on the wrong feet,
the keyboard bruises these tired fingers,
that were grabbing and clutching and
holding onto nothing,
that was mine,
feeling hips and muscles that have,
bent and pulled like pork without
that satisfaction,
cause I try,
and I try,
and I try,
but the day is over and we were left,
or we left,
all behind, unable to do more,
as the clock kept ticking,
and our coats and skin kept wicking
rain from the sky,
we left them in chaos,
we left them in a hurry,
this was no theory,
necks and backs and vertebrae,
could all swear that we had carried
the weight of their world,
my two sons and I, in April
which is good for many things...
334 · Jul 2013
Thank You
Ottar Jul 2013
You gals and guys
are the best,
East or South
North and West
your kind gestures
bring me rest
in my world
of turmoil, and test
living in a
place of peace, restless?
yes always
ill at ease
you have
shown me
your love
over thirty
thousand
different ways,
I am at your
mercy and you give
me grace,
I feel so welcome
in this place.

Bon Vivant

©DWE072013
Ottar Nov 2013
Short green-brown grass with frosted tips,
empty branches move as the wind whips,
and teases the streets with what real cold is,
as buses, cars, kick leaves and add to the breezes,
                                                some guy sneeezes,
so loud,
             and there is wonder, if it is thunder or,
was it God?
333 · Jul 2014
What is it, I need?
Ottar Jul 2014
is it the music,
or,
is it the lyrics,
and
the bones, three
small
bones in my ear,
that
are in my head,
or
is it the poetry
you
stir in my heart
in me,
no not you love,
or
you my lover,
but
the pictures that
a
line of words drawn
can
make on the sands of
time
and again spoken
read,
aloud as if we would
ever
be in the same room,
at
the same time, staring,
into
the others eyes, yours
so
pure and mine so soiled,
by
all that has been read
only
saved by the sounds
of
you walking in the
garden,
and the sounds of the
words,
when said together,
hard
constant consonants,
soft
vowels, like vixens
whispers
that vibrate the bones,
in
my broken hard hearted head,
hold
my hand, say the words with
me,
of poets who write through
tragedy,
of poets who write drunk poetry,
sobering
thoughts while living life while
living
a life, that does not satisfy, that
is
not lived one moment at a
time,
peace full pools shimmering
to
the words of the poet, prose
of
the poet, rhyme over reason-
able
verse in life's worst disasters.
Hold me.
332 · Mar 2014
Welcome
Ottar Mar 2014
this will be brief, hope it is clear,
sorry, was not there to greet you at the door,
see you found the food and the wine,
have we met or do you know a friend of mine?

join the party, laugh hearty,
and don't let the average age here
give you pause, we are all younger
than our ages, or maybe  phases of maturity?

like your smile, who did your teeth,
how goes that hot yoga and where do you go?
are you serious or is it just for show, speaking of which,
don't mind my detailed superficiality,
working toward my own TV Reality, does it show?

you can charge your phone over there,
drop your donation in the jar, as you go out the door,
after all this is a free for all, but it is not all for free.
330 · Apr 2014
Fathers and Daughters
Ottar Apr 2014
the fog that moves slowest,
is that, that hangs lowest,
on the bottom, in the long grasses,
as the sun rises and the day passes,

it
is said,

the fog lifts,
or it is breaking,
but it is taking a
break from holding
on to all things dear,

and all things near,
only made of droplets of water,
may as well be tears my daughter
has wept, that have clung to
hopes and dreams,
ripped away at the seams,
of her
atmosphere,

her world, her rock solid earth,
now a cold hard place, no hearth,
in the open,

no hope left in,
shelter out of the wind,
that causes her to sway,
rocked by every gust,
for we have grown too far away,
and it looked like all this time,

to this father
she went on to climb
her own path.
Up out of the fog.
330 · Apr 2013
Flight
Ottar Apr 2013
Control
not needed,
laws of physics,
        heeded,
naturally!

Freedom experienced
the ground and altitude,
are
only
boundaries to the trackless road fancied.

My arms tire from
trying though,
one day
by and by,
Hallelujah,
I'm gonna
...FLY!
330 · May 2014
Whose Dirt is it Anyway
Ottar May 2014
the shadows hide much in the
early morning light,
tripping through muddy puddles,
slipping on rotten roots,
welcome to the show,
where everything is made up it,
and the points don't matter,

pull out the roots first, wait
better start to toil with the soil,
empty all the dirt onto a tarp,
keep dumping and spilling,
it is a mighty big tarp to catch,
all the dirt and darkness from
that life, use your hands and
open up, give back the grime,
the slime you thought it was your
right to own, be human, empty
and start new, you could call it
a cleansing then add "do as often
as necessary", why so sad?

Oh I see, you say you got some dirt on me,
don't worry don't fret, that is my
dirt, my slime, my grime,
where do you think yours came from?

Shop-vac, paddle lock, give me a cell phone,
This old man ain't goin' home...
anytime soon. Everything is made up
and points don't matter...for it is only you
                                          that matters.
Apologies in advance
330 · May 2013
Edit me
Ottar May 2013
Oh words that, don't sense of what I make,
The liberties I take or will, I might forsake,
Edit me.

Free them that would be bound by what I type,
We, I, need calm, cut the crap and this hype,
Edit me please.

Distraction costs, whether freely sought,
I want not the pity you bought, you sought,
Edit me please, take my disease.

Oh far, far away.

Alone.
Ottar Jun 2013
The curve of the horizon gently pulled eyes along it,
the dim sunlight and shadows changed slowly each minute,
the flock of many black birds twisted and turned, mute,
in the distance.

Trees and shrubs waved and the wind whipped up
the excitement at the instant that the clouds stepped
aside, the light blue sky with golden streams, wept,
you were home.
328 · Apr 2013
Going Coastal
Ottar Apr 2013
I am here on this coast, come on over it is toasty, we can watch together the sun go down,
There you are where ever it is, that you left me, for awhile I did smile but know I frown.
I am still here waiting to hear from you my beauty, it seems your phone number has changed.
There you are somewhere please correct or refute me, has your address moved or am I deranged?
I am still here, on the coast, returned mail piling up, you are no longer in my feed, do you even follow me?
There you are no longer on Facebook, you haven't opened my e-mails, what am I to do, play hide and seek, do I look like a creep?
I am still here, going coastal, your family won't return my calls, all your friends point their fingers and put the blame on me.
There you are living your life, all alone, what did I do to drive you away, and hey by the way where is my car?  
I am here,
gone coastal, not fishing,
can't find you or my car,
jokes on me hardee har har,
now
really
please, I won't lurk or be irked, come
home, and bring the car, and keys
I'm still making payments on the loan.
Relationships always a work in progress wink wink
326 · Apr 2013
April the Fool (Haiku)
Ottar Apr 2013
Thirty days, “oh, says”

the poet perplexed, eyes

crossed, April too.
NaPoWriMo, on my wordpress as well 30 poems in thirty days
324 · Jul 2013
Ubique
Ottar Jul 2013
There are spies everywhere,
That is the last thing
some of you need to hear,
so stop listening.

There are spies everywhere,
That is the last thing
some of you need to know,
so stop thinking.

There are spies everywhere,
That is last thing
some of you will read,
so start running.

Hey, wait for me.

©DWE072013
Tongue and cheek, nudge nudge, wink wink, don't really mean it,
or do I?
323 · Dec 2013
In the snow
Ottar Dec 2013
I followed the tracks, in the snow, it was a three legged rabbit,
I was so sure, but then I stood back and watched from habit,
on the balcony,
above the lawn white with snow, they alternate front paws ******,
and they are still fast, in the snow.
okay, must be cabin fever we have had snow on the ground, for almost 24 hours.
323 · Nov 2013
Too Happy?
Ottar Nov 2013
When you realize it was meant for you,
Do what comes natural to do,
Dance,
Express your joy with hands above your head, open
hands, move your hips, your feet or
add a wiggle instead,
In your happy spot,
In your happy place,
let the joy shine from your face,
Let movement cast your message for every eye,
The rich emotions will not let this time pass by,
Space and spot, that you are unable to stand still
Happy, Happy, Happy, until you get your fill,
If it takes music turn it loud,
Blast 'em and Bless 'em with the joy that overfills
YOU,
Share it because I know that it is true,
It
is
better
to
give
than
to receive,
and right now there are those around you,
that have forgot what joy looks like,
so Dance,
I said DANCE
in that happy spot, in that happy place
go on you tube, but don't hear me say
you have to dance this or that way,
it is the spot so play with your dance,
take the moment, take a chance,
to be too happy!


©DWE112013
Cold night air got to me...
All are meant to dance,
all are meant to create,
all are meant to experience joy,
but somehow when someone
says we don't know how,
we believe them when our
heart, yea deeper our soul
says Dance, Create, Write,
because you were made to share,
the gifts the talents the learned skills
with others whose inspiration has become a
victim of desolation, and unkind spirits.
And Lies Dormant.
323 · Sep 2013
It is not a dream
Ottar Sep 2013
breath at the speed that trees bow low,
tears disguised as bullets from clouds,
sting, when they find their mark,
the air so damp it cries to be wrung out,
all this calls me to my bed and
I wrap my arms
around the gentle soul, that I love,
                                                        it is not a dream I am home.


©DWE30092013
323 · Apr 2013
Meditation
Ottar Apr 2013
Complex rhythms simple rhymes,
We all need places of respite in times.
like these.

I have a voice but singing music is not,
Where my gifts are and can't be bought,
or found.

I have found a place of ultimate rest,
I don't take enough time there, blessed
to know Him.

Information pours like an incessant odd storm,
absorbed or reflected terabytes are now the norm,
measure God?
320 · Jun 2014
Fill
Ottar Jun 2014
do you spill ink, like blood,
does your will sink, in mud,
as the tears,
plummet from your eyes,
to the dirt
your feet sinking below your knees,
you kick yourself,
you kick up dust,
you think, you must,
cut yourself down, before anyone else does,..
clown,
smile
a frown
upside down,
makeup,
to hide
excuses,
for the cuts, the tracks, the bruising, the bad taste in your mouth,
for the buts, the crack, the cruising in a stolen car, life gone south,
this is not who you are,
this is not who you are,
this  is  not  who  you  are,
these are what you do, size twelve shovel for a six foot trench,
so whoever you are needs CPR, resuscitation, mouth to mouth,
some air in there,
Samaritan way,
get up and walk, away.  New day.  And fill in the **** hole before
somebody
breaks their leg.
320 · Feb 2014
Alone
Ottar Feb 2014
daily life so pristine lived,
walked and got flecks of dirt on the shoes
rain drops on the pants,
glasses need cleaning,
seeing clearly, the
drunk against a fence leaning,
know where he has been,
by the trail of empties,
now filled with his emptiness,
he does not speak,

the words pouring around inside his head,
are too drunk to, so he shuts his mouth instead,
waiting for the sparks to fly from another's
broadside swipe to ignite the fire of anger
seething and waves, that will wash, from
him
taking everything
dear and near to him
far away to safety,
while strangers
are in danger,
of the bottlerocket he has become, and he won't remember,
or know how to stop,
until he is found empty,
at the bus stop,
or in the corner,
or with blood staining everything,
so that he doesn't,
know if it is his,
until he does a physical inventory, then
shards of light, poke at his eyes
every noise annoys,
his ears, and drive six inch spikes
into his head to find his pea sized sober brain,
his mouth tastes
like he ****** on work socks instead
of cigarettes,
his stomach growls with distrust as
he ended the night
fended for himself,

as he finds he is in
the same city,
the same county,
the same state,
the same country,
called Alone.



©DWE022014
Ottar Aug 2013
What is power of being the last of anything,
That there is no other and we need reminding,
how precious and rare like fresh air,
or a loved one's last breath.

What hold on our being does it have, when there is only one,
That you cannot hold in your hand, or take your eye away,
What would you do, if your child was that one, like our singular sun,
Precarious grasp on life, bumble bees, dragonflies, please stay.

It does not end here.
Last of all I fear.
I will write and write
until I get it right,
in last words that
all can hear the poetry,
that all you can write,
type, say or do.

Peace.
319 · Apr 2014
Night Canvas
Ottar Apr 2014
if this night, is a canvas black,
when the holes, take me back,
when there was hope, pin ******,
of light,
to see,
of hope,
to dream,
of love
to show, how
my hand a brush to warm
the colors of the night,
paint to make things right
between you and I,
not as a cover to hide my
flaws,
but freshen,
                     life,
             freshen chance,
certainly
humble me,
to be blessed,
to stretch out with you
beneath this night this canvas
318 · Apr 2014
Luv
Ottar Apr 2014
Luv
Recognize a feeling, but don't let it lead,
it will turn to want, instead need,
if your heart beats pitter patter, let's get at 'er,
"full speed ahead" cries the fool,
hopelessly already lost,
                                    but what has luv got to do
                                             to get through to you,
love is an engine
of a changed heart,
not a chained part,
of misguided pleasure,
love is not the strongest
emotion even if true,
it has to be pure too.

Love has and always will,
be a void filler,,
a trust instiller,
a faith distiller,
a Spirit infiller.

Luv becomes love,
after the novelty has
worn off and the metal,
of the relationship,
shines
purely,
surely,
as each,
day the
sun rises,
so do the moments
to show love.
Unconditonally.
Agape.
Wrote about something, I was going to put onwordpress, for my NaPoWriMo, feel appreciated, they got the one on Media
315 · Mar 2015
Impatience
Ottar Mar 2015
Tis quiet now, most won't be
Like the flowers patiently

Waiting and watered by the dew
As we sleep side by side, I by you

Temporal are the petals
Yet dressed in rentals

Silky soft silent green
Stalks and leaves lean

Flowers will fall in time
Think of only the sublime

The next Sun's rise and shine
Say it with whiskey or Earl Grey Bergamot Tea in your hands
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