When I'm alone the sun is shining but I don't want to go outside.
The rain starts to fall I can hear it outside. Drip Drop Drip Drop Drip Drop Drip Drop Drip Drop When does it stop?
When I do not want to be alone, No one is there. I am surrounded by constant fear. But when it rains, it pours. And you come running fast. And he comes running fast. They all come running fast.
Sitting here next to you and then we start talking I don't even know but now we've started walking and now I've gotta tell you I'll never let you fall I've gotta tell you you need to stand tall and tell the whole world just what it is that you believe in I'll guarantee you I'll never leave you. Even if your stuck on the other side of a glass wall I'll always tell you you need to stand tall and even if you're drowning in an ocean of sorrow I'll guarantee you I'll be here tomorrow so don't ever try to be someone else you're you so just be yourself I'll guarantee if you stand tall then i'll never let you fall..
I laid my dead roses out today In the middle of my lawn. A white picket fence surrounds this old house But the walls only know The tirades The bullying The eggshells I have walked on for years The things I held inside.
I built up so much anger In this condensed body Knowing that this is wrong. I could never speak up For when I did You told me everything I said Was a lie, was pathetic. So I stopped trying.
Still, you wonder why I block you out? You're a hoax, a sick joke And the life you gave me Is the punch line. But I don't find it very funny anymore.
You fed the buds inside of me Poison, in the place of water Insults, in the place of nutrients Darkness, in the place of sunlight
You never allowed me to thrive But you chose to remain unaware That you were one of the factors that killed me.
So, I let it all go. I'm letting you decide If you will nurse me back to health. Now all of my dead roses lay Right beneath your feet.
There is no more pain, the sky has fallen so many times, like the final scene of an epic play, a curtain call raised up again to fall, bowing out to your addiction, 'till the next time the glue of your heart fails to reach the stars & you cry alligators.