"Falling in love from across the table."

That Beautiful Day........

A beautiful day came to greet us, in the midst of our lives.
We were just ordinary friends, as we had always been.
You—the kind sister of my dear friend,
You arrived, and I joined on that day.

We chose a simple place to dine,
Just like how falling in love is simple.
With a simple person, in a simple way,
Sitting simply, speaking simply.

The world was bustling, yet time stood still.
Paused—just so I could gaze at you for a moment.
Through careful glances, I admired you.
That day, I fell in love… just a little.

Your smile and laughter remained constant,
Constantly pulling my gaze back to you,
Just to make sure—it was really you.
You, who melted my heart like water.

A whisper echoed softly within me:
"There she is… she has captivated you."
Oh sweet one, dearest woman,
A sweet blessing from God.
Thank you for gracing a moment of my life.
May we go further, beyond that day.

I have found Deogifta—God’s Gift.

Deogifta Graciani Lailossa🌻.

That time, I saw you,
That time, I had yet to know you.
In a room of prayer, we grew together,
In silence, in hope, in the small steps we took.

What is this beauty? A sound I hear?
What is this beauty? That turns my gaze to you?
Your laughter… soft, warm, so captivating,
It made my heart waver for a moment.

Hi, Defta, now I know you,
Because your laughter is clear, easy to understand.
Hi, Defta, now I’m one step closer,
Because your laughter is beautiful, changing my world.

I’d act foolishly just to see you smile,
I’d cast away my pain just to hear you laugh again.
What if, just for a moment, you turned to see me?
I’m here… just a step away from you.

I have found Deogifta—God’s Gift.

Deogifta Graciani Lailossa🌻.

Deogifta (God’s Gift)

One day, God gave me a gift.
It looked beautiful, yet I was afraid.
Hesitant to receive it—what was His purpose?
So, I walked away, just for a moment.

The next day, God placed the gift once more.
I stood still, watching.
What did He want? What was His plan?
I paused to think—everything from God is always good.

Deogifta—the first thing I saw.
A sweet gift from God,
for a land so dry and cracked like me.
Oh, how it touched my weary soul.

Deogifta—more than just a blooming flower,
thriving even in barren, lifeless ground.
The sun could never defeat it,
for it was a gift from God.

Deogifta—with a smile so calm,
like standing at the edge of a cliff without fear.
It holds colors beyond words,
for God’s gifts are always extraordinary.

Deogifta—a heart filled with the Giver’s love.
Healing my wounds, mending them gently.
Like a breeze that lulls me to sleep,
a love from God that helps me see Him.

So, I embraced it, learning to understand.
God’s ways are always beyond our grasp.
Yet He knows His gifts are meant for me.
And for that, I am grateful, until my very last breath.

Far away, in the highest place.
Far away, in the quietest space.
Far away, where pain no longer lingers.
Lord, thank You for Your perfect gift.

I have found Deogifta—God’s Gift.

Deogifta Graciani Lailossa🌻.

I remember your voice
But I don't remember you rejoice
I remember you food
But I don't remember your grace

I remember my name
But I don't remember my pain
I remember my lies
But I don't remember my prize

You left so randomly
And left me with a broken heart
Whatever the reason was
Life will still go on
With or without you
This is goodbye now and forever

Berapa lama ku terjatuh Tuhan
dalam dosa yang sangat besar
merobek sampai didalam hatiMu
Yesus selamatkan jiwaku

aku slalu melihatMu bersedih
atas apa yang telah ku perbuat
rubah hidupku, angkat hatiku
selamatkan jiwaku, Yesus

Betapa besar, Cinta kasihMu Tuhan
mengubah sluruh hidupku dengan sentuhan manisMu, membuatku mengerti
hanya Kau yang mampu.

Dan saat aku tenggelam, dalam semua keresahanku, Dengan pelukanMu, Tenangkan hatiku,  membuatku mengerti, hanya Yesus yang mampu.

My heart is wounded, cursing my smile,
My past destroys me,
Struggling to face it all,
And Jesus empowers me.

My life is in vain for You,
Always disappointing Your heart,
But look at the greatness of Your love,
Kissing deep into my soul.

Believe, believe, you will surely be healed,
Smile, love, the sweetness of your heart,
Believe, believe, Jesus lives in your heart,
Remove and cast away the bitterness of your past.

And never, never leave yourself.

Suatu hari nanti, aku akan berhenti mencintaimu,
Dan aku rasa kamu juga harus melupakan aku.
Ini bukan seperti dulu, aku selalu bilang "Aku jatuh cinta padamu,"
Dan aku akan terus berhenti berpikir tentangmu.

Ini bukan kesalahan, kita hanya tidak memiliki hati yang sama.
Terkadang aku berpikir, kamu tidak mencintaiku,
Tapi aku tahu dari matamu, tidak ada aku dalam harapanmu.
Jadi aku rasa lebih baik menjauh darimu.

Jangan khawatir, aku selalu mendoakanmu, ketika tak ada yang mengerti dirimu.
Tapi aku akan pergi dari hidupmu