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Chaos Apr 2015
How
do you erase
the demanding thoughts
that float around
your mind

How
do you stop
the howling wolves
that run around
your head

How
do you dim
the frightening scenes
that replay in
your eyes

How
do you release
the haunting cries
that reside in
your heart

How
do you forget
the grueling monster
that lives in
your soul
Chaos Apr 2015
i'm sitting in the dark
afraid of what i feel
how much more can i take
i've no time to heal
the longer i'm alone
the longer i will burn
in the sorrows of my soul
do i ever learn?
i need to stop thinking
feeling or breathing
i need to build those walls
before i start falling
but maybe it's too late
the damage is already done
i've broken into pieces
the demons have won
Chaos Apr 2015
He's been staring at the page
For hours now
Unsure of what to write
Or how to write it
The words are a mess
Jumbled inside his head
None of them making sense
The tears keep falling
The pain keeps building
But he don't know how to express
Everything he's feeling

She's been staring into the dark
For hours now
Unsure of how to breathe
Her head is a mess
A jumble of feelings and thoughts
All the pain, the hurt
All the anger and regret
She's wary of treading this path
But still ready to dive in headfirst
Straight to the bottom
To forget what she's feeling

The pills are cold in his hands
The wind is coarse in her ears
He swallows, she jumps
And suddenly the pain is gone
The darkness swallows them up
Their bodies go still
No more breath, no more life
To pass through their lips
They are gone
They are *gone, gone, gone...
Chaos Apr 2015
I didn't mean to fall for you
It was never supposed to happen
We were just meant to be friends
Helping each other out
I was only there as a shoulder
For you to cry on
Or a pair of well tuned ears
To listen to your pain
My job was to be objective
To guide when I was needed
But instead I fell in love
With the way you talked
How you breathed and smiled
I fell for your laugh, your walk
Even the way you cried
This was never meant to happen
Although I'm not sorry it did
I'm a better person for knowing you
And even though I'm walking away
I want you to know
I loved every single second
And I will still continue to love you
Even though it was *never meant to happen
Chaos Apr 2015
i'm so, so, so sorry
it's not your fault
it never was
please believe me
i'm so, so, so sorry
Chaos Apr 2015
I didn't want to hurt you
But still I did
And for that I am sorry
I wish you had never met me
Maybe you would be better
Healthier, more alive
But we met
And I poisoned you
With the darkness inside
I ****** away your light
And now your dying
The toxins race through you
Drinking your life force
Consuming your very soul
I didn't mean to
It just happened
I'm sorry
*i'm so, so sorry
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