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Chaos Apr 2015
There are so many things
I want to tell you
For you to understand
There are so many reasons
I want you to know
For leaving you behind
It's not your fault
It will never be
The only person to blame
Is me
I seem to ***** up
Every friendship, relationship
Everything I do
I'm the mess, the problem
The huge grenade
I cause disaster and pain
Anywhere I go
So don't worry
It's in no way your fault
The fault is all mine
The ***** up, the mess
The problem, the grenade
It is all my fault
Chaos Apr 2015
Words on the sand
Washed away by the tide
The things I never say
And all I try to hide
Secrets whispered quietly
To the swirling wind
Maybe for ears to hear
Or fall short, abandoned
Chaos Apr 2015
I do not pretend to think
That I could attract the attentions
Of such a man as whom could love me
I do not pretend to know
That such a man could exist
As to see right through to my soul
I do not pretend to believe
That I could ever be happy
For I am destined for loneliness
I do not pretend at all
To be one of the lucky women
To gain the attentions of a gentleman
For I do not believe one exists
And I do not believe that if he did
He would ever, ever choose me
  Apr 2015 Chaos
Cheryl Tan
{Good Friday special} ❤

with the rain pouring down, i come
in a white dress stained with sin and shame
with the rain falling down, i bow
at the foot of the cross, at the sound of His name

on the tree of suffering and shame
He took that place where i should have lain
cried out in unrelenting love
from Calvary's cross to the skies up above

with the rain pouring down, He saw
tempations, trials, but through it all
was an unmatched love for us who thirst
i now learn to love, for He loved me first

with the rain pouring down, i look up
at crimson promises bought with His blood
as i dance to the shower of a King who reigns
i sing, i smile, for i am washed white again

-c.t.
Blessed beyond belief. ❤
Chaos Apr 2015
Sleep* eludes the weary
Dreams plague the weak
So many disaster stories
But none of them keep
The terrors of the dark
Haunting their nights
Pushing them down
*No more do they fight
Chaos Mar 2015
I can no longer feel
For I am no longer alive
And no matter how hard you try
You will never be able to find me
I am buried so deep within myself
Even I don't no where I am
It's as if I have just disappeared
And am living in a dream state
Chaos Mar 2015
She is fighting a battle
That can't be won
A war of words
And she's trying to run
But she can't escape

She is fighting the demons
Under her bed
They whirl their way
Around her head
And she's screaming in pain
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