Chaos

Chaos Mar 2015

When you jokingly said
you're already broken
You had no idea
Just how right you were
When you teasingly voiced
you're quite a mess
You really didn't know
The truth in those words

Chaos Mar 2015

Your Eyes

Stuck in your eyes
Trapped in the sea
Of passion, of blue
The swirling emotion
Paralyzed to the core
Unable to move
Caught in your gaze
Lit brightly with love
Twinkling in the night
As you move closer
Breathing changes
Heartbeat races
The room fades away
All that's left is you

Chaos Mar 2015

For you, anything

You want to tell everyone
But want no one to know
You think it sounds crazy
But to me it's beautiful
Like the beginning of the dawn
A love song or poem
Waiting to be heard
Still hiding in the wings
Trust me I won't let you go
And if you don't want to
No one has to know anything
I can pretend, I can hide
For you my darling
I will do anything

Chaos Mar 2015

Grenade

I am pushing myself
To the breaking point
It's closer than you know
I am like a grenade
Pin pulled, thrown
Waiting to explode
Don't get too close
Don't get too near
I don't want to hurt you
The further you are
The safer you'll be
There is nothing you can do

Chaos Mar 2015

If you could see

If you could look at my mind
You would be sure to leave
There is a mess inside
That even I can't understand
If you could look into my soul
You would be sure to run
It's black and dying
Worn out from all the strain
If you could see my heart
You would be sure to flee
Its torn and broken
Barely held together at all

Chaos Mar 2015

This Silence

No one can hear me scream
Over the sound of this silence
It is deafening and thick
Filled with ghosts and demons
The words nobody says
This silence is cracking
Straight to the core
Under the strain of unsaid horrors
Which people refuse to see
No one can hear the voices
That wind their way
Through the exposed crevices
Of the crumbling wall of silence
Soon this sturdy wall
Will collapse and tumble down
But still even then
No one can hear me scream

Chaos Mar 2015

I'm here

I'm here
Waiting
Hoping
Wishing
I'm here
Dreaming
Longing
Wanting
I'm here
Believing
Accepting
Belonging
I'm here
Caring
Watching
Loving
I'm here
I'm here
*I'm here