I want nothing to do with you. I am comfortable in the memories, safe, knowing I made it through. Aware of the outcome. Dealing with the consequences— Of the bittersweet experience, The terrible rollercoaster, Of your intermittent affection.
All the poison micro-dosed In the form of your affection, Thoughts of your laughter, Circulating in my veins. Relieved now, I can gladly state All of it, has finally left My spirit and flesh
I’m trying so hard to keep it inside It’s in the surface of my heart I can’t scratch it It’s spreading And then it overflows It’s overwhelming It slides down my face Salty watery trace I’ll be okay Just not today