It is invisible but always there.
It grows in you and eats on you.
Someday its so big ,
You feel it crawl over every inch of your skin.
It wants to see you fall.
It wants you.
It follows you.
It uses you.
It wants to make your life a living hell.
But you do not see.
That you already are your fear.

something troubling is happing in my heart
throbbing painfully
suffocating painfully

If I go to the land of no return, will you miss me???