When any ugly war breaks out anytime,then                                                       There will not be any pretty hope,but                                                                         Instead there will be a hopeless hope ...                                                                  Wars only bring disorder and chaos                                                                      To all of us anytime,anywhere,and everywhere ...                                                Hope only appears when all ugly wars stop                                                          For ever and ever ...                                                                                                 ____________________حي­نما تنشب اية حرب قبيحة في اي وقت                                                                             فعندئذ                                                                                                                      فسوف لن يكون هناك اي امل رائع                                                                                    و لكن                                                                                                                       بدلا من ذلك                                                                                                                سيكون هناك امل بلا امل ...                                                                                            تجلب الحروب فقط الفوضى و الاضطراب                                                                           لجميعنا في اي وقت و                                                                                                    في اي مكان و                                                                                                              في كل مكان ...                                                                                                            يظهر فقط الامل عندما تتوقف كل الحروب القبيحة                                                                  الى الابد ...                                                                                                                __________________­__

I keep waking up
I don't understand why
I'm happy when I'm dreaming
The day makes me cry

I can't get out of bed
Afraid of the day,  afraid of the night
Sleep is my only peace
Only darkness, no light

I can't deal with life
So what do I do
Slit my wrists
Bleed till I'm blue

All out of options
No sunlight to see
I can't go another day
The world doesn't need me

All I can promise is my best
I may stumble or slip
With the best
Comes the rest
Good for a laugh or a cry
Today or tomorrow
I will be here
I promise my best
At being me
If you want me for me
Then I am yours
If you should ever decide
That you don't want me
Or desire me anymore
Don't be mean
Don't be vindictive
Don't make it my fault
Just take my hand
And say goodbye
Parting ways
With no hurtful or hateful words
Able to remember the good times we had
Without the fighting and screaming
The sadness won't be hidden
I'll wonder what went wrong
And why the magic is gone
Especially if we are still getting along
Sometimes it's best to move on
Apart

You are convinced
You've made your escape
As far away from midnight you can get
Continuing on and on
In the hopes that you can hide from the inevitable
You can't stop time
Avoiding the reality is an insatiable quest
The more you try to escape it
The more you will become lost
Unable to find your way back
To yourself
The darkness will come and it's unavoidable
Stop running and let it happen
The more you fight it
The more people are going to get hurt
You've gotta stop to let yourself heal
Move on
The road you took led you here
Accept that
And quit punishing yourself

Osama
Obama
Mothers killing babies
Cops killing kids
Kids killing kids
Facebook
Twitter
Online dating
Connected more than ever
Yet never more far apart
More suicides than combat deaths
Generation Y me?
Marriages don't last
A broken family is a typical family
Legal Marijuana
Bath Salts
****** is higher than ever
No more cursive writing
A degree doesn't guarantee a job
Just debt
Gay marriage
Equal rights
Politically correct
Because everything is offensive
Donald Trump for president
Caitlyn Jenner from the chopping block
Skinny jeans
Trust fund kids
Starbucks junkies
Disney Star Wars
Men to Mars
Internet wars
Cam ******
Electric cars
Hookah bars
A generation founded upon instant gratification
This is the world we live in

I am not a stepping stone
I am not dirt to be walked on
I am not yours to be tossed away
I will not let you undervalue my worth
I will not be taken for granted
I will not be abused
I will not let you disrespect me
I will not build you up
Just to be left behind
The feelings will be mutual
They will be reciprocated
And if they aren't
Well then
You just don't have a chance
If you want my heart
You will have to steal it
Break down the walls that guard it
Catch me by surprise
Tread lightly
And I will welcome you with open arms

I don't know where I'm going
I barely remember where I've been
I just can't go back there
Can't go back to him

I am my own prisoner
Trapped in my head
Nothing to live for
I'm better off dead

I look in the mirror
And all I can see
Is an old battered woman
That woman is me

I know I'm not dreaming
This nightmare is real
I don't want to live
I don't want to feel

Take me away
You pretty white pills
I know you can do it
Please finish the ****

I'm peeling off the dead layers of skin that have been weighing me down and I'm sewing all my empty pockets shut. I've given up searching for whatever it is I lost. I don't know where I'm headed, but I'm finally moving forward. This isn't who I am or who I hope I'll become, but it's the best I can do for now. I still can't put my thoughts into words and I'm still hitting the notes off key, but I'm getting closer all the time. I won't let the loneliness get to me like it did before. I'm better off on my own. These days are coming to an end and I'm trying to make the most of them. I'm learning to carry on as if you were still breathing.

Let's just go,
Away from this life;
Deprive from human activity,
Or away from sanity

Let's just go,
Without plans in hand;
Just some money and some pans;
See my fears as they grow,
In this world of sorrow.

Let's just go,
Away from here.
Please dear.
I can't take it from here;