Sitting here sitting alone
the loneliness grows long
you got a secret, and you left me
this night...
How do I cry?
My eyes still rove over my sicken heart
vanishing amide the wild scenery of life
the light was yet there
a constant sight grew in the background .....
Oh I want to cry.....
Shining dim, but constant in the rain
drips with a sounding bound
where the dry soul breath goes dry
follows by the dusky hill ....
Please let me cry....
It doesn't matter, the truth be told
my night was wretched, tried hiding
but the pain followed me wherever I sit
wetting me afresh on my skin.....
How do I cry?
I wrote this poem a year ago..