devour me 'o daredevil




                             I'll be the danger that you want




                                                        if you promise to **** me afterwards

ilang hakbang pa ba ang dapat kong lakarin nang may piring sa aking mga mata para lamang makalapit sa iyo
patuloy na nasasabik sa mga araw na lumilipas ngunit hindi pa rin tanaw ang liwanag na magsasabing may pag-asa na
para mayakap at mahagkan ka ng walang kilometrong pumapagitan sa ating dalawa kundi tanging silakbo ng dalawang pusong tumangis ngunit pinagtagpo ng pag-ibig

what feels like home
is remembering the taste of morning breakfast
while the sun is still sleeping
and the coffee beans smells so fresh
it is the wake up time and how
you loved to stay in bed for five more minutes
when mom yells at me for not
cleaning the sink properly;
it is waiting up for dad to come home
waiting for his hugs and chocolates;
it is when dad back hugs mom while she was busy
and I'll laugh coz I think its funny because she'll complain;
it is when brother is extremely mad at me
after being caught of playing his electric guitar
it is when the doggos are playing with us
in the middle of the night while the tv is on
what feels like home are simple little things
that made us want to go home
instead of finding reasons to escape
I'm coming back to the same house everyday
but still I miss to feel what true home is...

hurry
pick up the phone,
call me
find the right words
you must've to say
or else you'll find me dead
tonight --

when you both smiled at the camera
I captured it with my two teary eyes
when you held her hand
and she held yours
the walls that covers my soft soul,
it breaks.
you've exposed me in so much danger
my fragile heart weeps
when you walk away and let me
stare at you until you're gone
i felt numb
my whole body was shaking
when you took my heart away
then slowly break it everyday
the day you decided to follow your happiness
that was the day you left me
yes, you're happy without me

you don't even have to read this one
you're way too good in breaking my heart

just when I'm about to take my first step away from you,
from all of the memories we had, there I find Melancholy
she's actually nice, she stayed actually longer than we did
and so she became my best friend
It was so clear that you filled every compartment of my heart
but when we unconsciously cut everything between us off
it withers like the garden flowers under the sovereignty of the master's sun
guess?
Melancholy replaced you completely.
now that she's living in me,
goodbye, former self, call me Melancholy

love and selfishness combined
is just selfishness alone
for there are no two different things
are neutral
the other will subside and the other will dominate