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Stephanie Apr 2018
Watch me burn
Touch me not
Hear me scream
Say nothing
Collapsed and distressed,
Stay on point
This room so crowded
No place for pity
Watch me burn
With smile a lot
Hear me scream
Say a laugh
Collapsed and distressed,
You stayed on point.
You killed me twice.
Stephanie Apr 2018
I don't know if this is wrong but
It never felt this right before
I don't know what to do
I'd never been this way before
I somehow want to fight for it
But will you join me in the battle?
I don't know
I'd never told you before.
Stephanie Apr 2018
I'm screaming
but there are no sounds
like how it torment slowly
my once innocent sinful soul
sees through my brown eyes
are the final hopes of life
I wish I could die in peace
than to live in this freezing breeze
have mercy upon me, Oh Lord!
Embrace me with your grace
And I'll know that tomorrow
Will be pure, calming white as snow
The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing;  He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters. - Psalm 23:1-2
Stephanie Apr 2018
Thinking of something poetic,
All I'd think about is you..
You are my poetry.
Stephanie Apr 2018
You said "hey"
I replied back
this is when it started
I was glad then
to find someone
really nice.. again
You said you'll stay
I believed
but not fully
I wonder, until when?
You'll be gone
not now but soon
You promised
to care
Yes, you do
That's why I believed
but not fully
One day,
You'll stop
and everything special will
be buried in grave
in a tomb where
my shattered heart was
You just take hold
of me now... for now
You just picked me up
To throw me again
Harder.. more painful
than ever.
hating  this sad truth.
Stephanie Apr 2018
I'm tired of you
I'm tired of receiving so much dramas
I'm tired of listening to your rants
I'm tired of watching your silly moves
I'm tired of your weird personality
I'm tired of understanding your logic
I'm tired of your boring life
I'm tired of your childishness
I'm tired of how you talk
I'm tired of seeing you laugh loud
I'm tired of seeing you frown
I'm tired of seeing you cry
I'm tired of how you look
I'm tired of you.
I'm just really tired of everything about you
I'm used through it.
All I ever want to do now is to love it.
All I ever want to do now and forever is to love you.
<3
Stephanie Mar 2018
laughing isn't a denotation of happiness
sometimes, of hardships too
smiling isn't just for positivity
sometimes, it transcends negativity
staring isn't always a creepy deed
sometimes, it's because you've lost in beauty
or perhaps in tragedy;
crying doesn't always mean that your sad
sometimes, you outcry for joy
or sometimes for a need
and being silent doesn't always
correspond with madness
sometimes, you just have too
so you can hear yourself's plead
and feel your own emotions
and everything else will follow
... eventually
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