Give me a starlit day
Wish the daylight away
Love the nights unchanged
My stress exchanged light into dark

Unchained, Uncontained
I am apart from the daylight but clear
Fighting loneliness for and from clarity not fear..

What a beautiful day here
Its just feels weird..

I don't belong here
Doesn't matter anyway I'm guided by stars..

Defined by scars

I revel in the peace of night..
I will be alright..

Sun-hued moonlight.. ❤

Don't give up
I won't say good luck..
I know you feel fed up

There is light
Just never without a fight to get there
But people care..

Many are simply just scared to say so..
But you must know so..

You are supported.. Don't give up
You've been heard.. Don't give up

Not one tear shed means nothing..
I want to give you something..

I want to tell you its ok..
Even as time fades away..
Life doesn't have to be this way..

So as tears fall..
Please know..

There is light..
I want to help you fight..

I won't say good luck..
You are not alone..
Don't suffer on your own..
There is light.

Don't give up..

I was a mistake. It was a hell of a ride but I had to halt had too much at stake. Guess its just fate my days in dreaming with nights awake. As if I was well studied to my weak points they applied pressure. A fitting gesture to a man with his past emotionally bloodied this made my heart a fissure I was stresscased at my core's base so daily I grew more smiles hiding my real face. I gave trust but for my heart the world held a bloodlust. It chased me down, twisted my mind around to accept this pressure it was as if my pain people treasured.

I was peoples most common devilish delight.. A young man with potential.. Yes I had chances.. But evil of human hearts is intelligent and kept attacking my innocence so when I see people I'm sick of all of this and I stare blank into the distance..

Relentless my brain became in my attacks of anxiety so slow I changed sick I had no chance and fell to the ground stars all around as they circled me quick they were slick with words to fit their own benefit they were ****** to this day I'm ticked man I'm ******* I was so blind, I'm infuriated at how you all left me behind your lives ever foward my mind stuck in rewind I was lost memories and lost light I just could never find.

So I live bumbed, sore, torn and numbed by **** that used pressure ******* when to my love they applied their thumb until of me nothing was left but what the world calls a man.

My childhood gone. Stolen by my love and by time..

Drowning in expecations.

This is me now.. Broken back but I still walk. No desire to speak yet I still talk.

No strength even to crawl..

But I still walk.. I still walk..

My God I still walk..

And it never stops..

Poetry is the mediator
A tool of fate, A tool of description
A teller of fates, A saver of souls

It cannot grow old, nor shall it fade
It has a birth it can't remember
Its hard to see the lives its made
Because its seen alot
Been alot
Hurt alot..
Saved even more..

Its the way a poet or poetess survives the hurts of life

Those things called lies..

If I fall.. You will know
If you fall, know you are not alone

So stand tall..
Write truthfully

And we will never fade..

I am one of many who feels alone..

One who revels within words when on my own..

A poet or poetess can be broken
Burned, hurt and slayed
But still live in words, the heaven we made

Tick tock 9, 10, 11 its an hour til twelve..
Into myself I delve..
Open the notebook..
Close the doors.. Tick Tock Lock

30 minutes pass..

Half a lifetime til a new day..
How have nights become this way?

I remain awake to spill my heart
In hopes I will find peace

In hopes that my aching heart will cease before my soul is deceased

Vessel of hearts, Dreams built and broken
I wanted to remain silent
But my fire has awoken

My silent heart now speaks.. Of the chaos life can wreak.. Of the manipulation of the weak.. Of how my mouth hates truth I fear to speak..

For I am weak, among the meek..

So poetry for me will speak..
Until I find the happiness I seek..

I will love poetry.. My caretaker.. My dream..

My hate..

My love..