To Jake,
For he may not see this for awhile but the feeling was like no other. It is a much more special kind of love. He made my heart flutter and I smiled to no extent when I saw him. I could not even keep a straight face if I was angry. He gave me love and happiness without a single word and I have fallen more than over heels for such an amazing person. I can only hope to see him again and forever after that.

Little background of my life
I grew up with a mom and a dad, and two other siblings. It was a perfect family, I believed for 16 years. I always thought so highly of it all. I thought I was the luckiest child until last year. My dad's sanity has left and he cheated on my mom 11 times and forced her to be with him. I haven't spoken a word to him since. They are finally separating. My dad can't accept it and is going through all of these crazy emotions. He screams at my mom and doesn't care if me or my little brother are in the room as well, then the next minute he tries to kiss her. He is very violent in the household and my sister moved out because she was too sensitive and needed a place of serenity. I couldn't escape along with her. He has gone insane and it's unfortunate. He passes me and I feel a dark aura over me. It is unpredictable of what he will do next, he has gotten arrested for domestic violence. My family has fallen apart but the only thing I truly want at this moment is to finally move on, move out into a smaller home with my mom and little brother and finally have the feeling of serenity once again.
Thank you for your time to read this.