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The image of your face,
Still keeps me awake
Thinking you may call...
Call me your doll.

The image of you fades
With every passing day
What once was my all,
Now a stone wall.
Standing in the ocean of crowd
Yet I could only perceive one.

You who have taken me for granted,
You who left me for nothing.

I needed you always and sometimes you needed me too.
I was in the abyss of confusion, did you loved me too?

I hate the feeling of being unwanted and unappreciated
Yet I cannot hate you.
I cannot hate you for I was in love with you.

My immense love for you was real
Yet I cannot feel you.

Mother once told me, life is fair
Because we are living in the same world
Seeing the same sky, blue and white.
Taking the same air, in and out.

Yet I always thirst for you to see me through.

And now, Our eyes met and I bid good bye
As I promised to unloved the man I am crying at─ you.
 Nov 2015 Chase Anthony
Syzygy
Sorry
 Nov 2015 Chase Anthony
Syzygy
Is it too late to say sorry?
Well, ask yourself that, not me.
Do you think you're worth forgiving?

They say
'Fool me once
Shame on you.
'Fool me twice
Shame on me'

But what about more than that?
Ten
Twenty
Fifty
One hundred times?

And with every time came a "sorry"
"I promise not to do that again".

So before you ask me
And tell me yet another apology

Apologize to yourself first.
For putting yourself into this predicament.
Inspiration: Sorry by Justin Beiber
 Nov 2015 Chase Anthony
R
You deserve so much more than the world and I'm sorry I'm not quite ready to give it to you, but I'm trying to be. I just want to be the best possible version of myself and I sure as hell have a lot to work on and I don't want to hurt you, so that's why I'm trying to keep you at a distance. I want you to be happy and I want to be there when you are and when you're not and I just want to make you smile and *******, I just want to hold your hand and to tell you that it's all gonna be okay. But everything is so complicated and my thoughts are jumbled and my throat is so tight and it's hard to say my true feelings because I need to fix some things before I can give you what you deserve. Hell, I'm probably much less that what you actually deserve, but I'd be a lot of things if it meant that I could just see you smile again and again and again.
I just need to get through some things and then you'll see, oh honey, you'll see that I'm just trying to be the best that I know I can and will be.
 Nov 2015 Chase Anthony
Melanie
You had a lifelong friend, someone to tell,
all your secrets to, who knew you so well.

You had a confidante, night or day,
Who would reassure you of just what to say.

You had a drinking bud, a partner in crime.
Laughing & bonding the entire time.

You had a forever friend, who stood by you.
In times of good, we made it through.

In times of bad though, you got mad.
And said things you shouldn't have.

You couldn't swallow your pride,
For the sake, of staying by each other's sides.

You cursed, you cried, and stomped your feet.
You made promises, you couldn't keep.

You said things, you surely regret.
Though, it's too late now, I'm willing to bet.

You cannot take it back that you hurt me.
Though, maybe that was your intention, I see.

They say, sticks and stones may break your bones,
But words can never hurt me as I sit alone.

I'm here to say, that people aren't toys for you to play.
You cannot hurt them and get mad when they don't stay.

You had a lifelong friend, who was there for you.
Now, as we part ways, I'll wish you well in all you do.
 Nov 2015 Chase Anthony
Rassy
I ****** up everything
between us
I wish I don't have to tell
you my feeling
towards you
I just want
to spend more time with you
even if just a few minutes
then it's enough
for myself
to let it go
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