Carol

Carol Aug 2017

you

you were different
I resisted falling for you
but you were also confident
that's when my love for you grew

#different

Carol Feb 2016

2.14.16 6:00AM

I don't think I'm torn apart about what you did to me
I'm torn apart because of what I expected to be

#disappointment

Carol Feb 2016

2.14.16 12:19 AM

What the hell was I thinking
My head feels like it's shrinking
What did I expect to come of this
You wanted one thing, what's to miss
I would have my doubts about you
I wished you were normal, I didn't have a clue
I guess I'm glad that it's all over
I just wish you took things slower

Carol Jun 2015

i'm hurting

im hurting because my parents are too busy
im hurting because my friends don't miss me
it hurts to feel so alone
it hurts to constantly check my phone
and im hurting because no one's noticing

#depressed #hurt

Carol Apr 2015

4.18.15

I realized I never really lived
I want to feel alive some day.

Carol Apr 2015

Spring Break

After a stressful week
it is finally here.
A week to stop myself
from getting attached.

Carol Mar 2015

3.26.15

nobody understands how ****** I feel
pretending like everything's perfect was never part of the deal
at times I don't even think they care about my heart
I come home and I suddenly fall apart
I am under constant stress
but no one seems to notice that it's really distress
one day I hope to be at ease
but as of right now it all just seems like a tease

#pain #sadness #personal