it’s make or break
higher than the stakes
trial and error is what it takes
to get further day by day

Everybody’s feared to die
But it’s the way to heaven
What is it like inside my mind?
It’s a living hell
How is that a happy ending?
The pressure feels like I'm paralysed
Many road blocks and dead ends
But one thing that I go by in this life
Is living your mark, not a question,
But a dash.

Oh what a place of hope and of no pain
Perfect skies with no rain
Of endless happiness
No tears or even darkness

For nothing loved is ever lost, broken or sad
I am happy here, knowing that I made you glad
I will still remember in the lifetime we had
Doing life together, embracing both the good and bad

Though I could live and love in many past lives
Yet you were the only one I love and is truly mine
I will hold you dearly not only in our earthly life,
But also here in the afterlife

I’ll be watching you from a distance
Still loving you so relentless
Being with you in every instance
Hoping you’ll feel my love and presence

‘Til I wait for you here in paradise
Seek my shining angel light
Though I may have been taken away from you that night
God brought me home, resting by his side