I slept last night cold and void
Dark and *****
Without purpose and form

I dreamt of an angel
She was bright
She was light
She was purpose
She was clean

I woke up
I smiled
I took my phone
All I could say
I am in love with you

The sun's shining on my tattered bed sheets
Another day of sadness
Just like any other day
If I don't come back with soiled pants
Then I will go to church and offer a burnt offering
I go to the bathroom
Flinch at every drop of water that hits my ****** wounds
I go to the mirror and look
The big swelling I got yesterday
After the "queen bee" hit my head against the wall
Someone again placed a banana peel on my way
I could only hear shutter sounds as I fell
Became the meme of yesterday
Just like I was the day before the day before the day before...
I look at her in the mirror
In the school uniform
With tears in my eyes
Filled with anger and remorse
Punching the girl in my mirror
I roared at her
"I DON'T WANNA BE YOU ANYMORE."

So, what's on my mind?
A lot is on my mind.
Are we being watched from above or below?
A lot is on my mind.
Hey Jude, take a sad song and make it better,
You know something like
Crimson and clover,
Darling boy,
Not Mr. Lonely.

A lot is on my mind.
If I were to die,
How many would mourn for me till their final breath?
Just me.
That's why I hate the freakish soul.
But i love it
Because I will just forget it exist,
Simple.