I slept last night cold and void
Dark and *****
Without purpose and form

I dreamt of an angel
She was bright
She was light
She was purpose
She was clean

I woke up
I smiled
I took my phone
All I could say
I am in love with you

The sun's shining on my tattered bed sheets
Another day of sadness
Just like any other day
If I don't come back with soiled pants
Then I will go to church and offer a burnt offering
I go to the bathroom
Flinch at every drop of water that hits my ****** wounds
I go to the mirror and look
The big swelling I got yesterday
After the "queen bee" hit my head against the wall
Someone again placed a banana peel on my way
I could only hear shutter sounds as I fell
Became the meme of yesterday
Just like I was the day before the day before the day before...
I look at her in the mirror
In the school uniform
With tears in my eyes
Filled with anger and remorse
Punching the girl in my mirror
I roared at her
"I DON'T WANNA BE YOU ANYMORE."

So, what's on my mind?
A lot is on my mind.
Are we being watched from above or below?
A lot is on my mind.
Hey Jude, take a sad song and make it better,
You know something like
Crimson and clover,
Darling boy,
Not Mr. Lonely.

A lot is on my mind.
If I were to die,
How many would mourn for me till their final breath?
Just me.
That's why I hate the freakish soul.
But i love it
Because I will just forget it exist,
Simple.

They taught us to scream out loud
In the name of the foreigner's god
We screamed out for aid
In the meantime
They sacrificed our gold
To their gods of greed and hate
Yeah, they made a fool of everyone we knew.

I just want us to dance, babe
I know he hurt you
I know your heart is broken
Let's dance to the beat of your broken heart
Here's my chest, make it wet with your tear
Feel the warm as I hold you tight
It's icy outside
Stay
I will not leave you
Just be the love of my life.