My head
Is full of dread;
Leaking out
Coming over
Spilling,
Bringing everyone
It can
Down with me
My head
Is full
Of happiness,
Filling up,
Bubbling over
Contagious to some,
But some
People
Are not happy,
They are the sad
My head
Is full
Of sadness,
Creeping up
Taking over,
Taking me with it,
Taking others,
Until we are all intoxicated
With this drug
That will never let go,
But some
Fight
My head
Is full
Of knowledge,
Keeping me,
Grabbing me,
Seizing me,
Not letting
Me go
Until,
I feel as if
I have everything,
But still
I see dark
My head
Is full
Of darkness,
Grasping for me,
Reaching for me;
Until
It has me,
But
I branch out
Against it,
Fighting it,
Until finally,
Light
My head
Is full
Of light,
All I see
All I touch
All I taste
Makes light,
All I do
All I achieve
Has light,
All I want
Is light
My head
Is full
Of life,
Consuming me,
Taking me
Under its spell
Until finally
I have
No choice
But
To live
My head
Is dreading,
Is sad,
Is full
Of happiness,
Has knowledge,
Is dark,
Seeks light,
And keeps
Seeking
Until finally,
It has it all
Until I have all I want
All I need
All I strive for,
Until my head
Is full