He can't handle not being there for her.
She knows he can't always be there to save her from her demons.
He thinks he is her one and only but in reality, he isn't the only one wanting her.
She knows she needs to choose but she can't one is sweet and is her best friend and the other is her boyfriend and everyone knows that they like each other but people ask if they are friends with benefits. She knows if she breaks her boyfriend then her best friend will be scared that she will break him.  She wants to choose her boyfriend but her best friend is a sweet temptation. Her boyfriend acts like he wants her but never actually spends time with her.

The girl you made fun of yesterday went home and cried until she fell asleep. Did you know her own father is abusive and her mother is a druggy. Her mother says she doesn't get turned on anymore from her father so she goes and gets high every night until the sun comes up. Her father complains about this and rapes her until she bleeds all over her floor. She is the quiet one that thinks and dreams about her own death. You don't know whats going on in her home, you wouldn't unless you REALLY know her. She knows her family wouldn't care but she cares enough to stay. You can save a life, don't bully

You think in innocent with my big baby blue eyes that don't fill with lust when you're in a room...
You don't look at my scars on my ***** to see I have stretch marks due to gaining weight...
you think I'm innocent because I'm not all up on you or giving out...
That would mean I'm innocent... but what you don't know I have ****** ****, wanted to **** the life out of my ex-boyfriend and I most certainly had my eyes glaze over with lust as they are the person's bones I want to jump.

When she looks out on her life she crys about her choices...
What if she never gave a ******* to the player...
What if she never sent nudes to the good churchy boy...
What if she never watched **** ever?
What if she never was born?
She looks out into the night pondering her choices in life... She would never have thought her life would be so professional to not choose those ****** choices. She looks at her friends while they are innocent she knows she does not want to taint their souls or look out on life so she hides her pain and talks about her ****** up family and becomes more and more depressed...

When my sister told me she had depression I cried.
And Cried
And Cried
then i understood because i would too from everything we have gone through.
She makes me smile and laugh but also cry and fight with her.
She has some good days but somedays she has bad ones where she tells me its getting harder to get out of her bed or not to overdose but even though she might think i dont pay attention to her or watch or listen is very small i look up to her, She is 1 in a million to me and very rare

Little army child smiling like shes not dying inside from her father being gone almost everyday for the past 8 years... Her mother wishes she could see him everyday of her life. But her dear father looks at all his friends he has made in the army. He was in boot camp when his youngest daughter was born. He is closer to his older daughter then his son and youngest daughter. He doesn't seem to care his kids suffer from depression and cry their selfs to sleep. His youngest child looks out of her window wondering why the ****** had to break and she had to be born.

Roses are red,
I like fruit
HONEY, WHERE'S MY SUPER SUIT