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 May 2014 Blake Rogers
Xyns
Lost It
 May 2014 Blake Rogers
Xyns
i think i've finally lost it
after years of living in insanity
and dealing with the worst things
i think i've finally lost it
Inspired
By
A girl
-Are not so many things?-
Who marvels at
Newly discovered words.
This aspect is
The inspiring seed
Which brings me
Incentive to nuzzle
The common terms
Aside in pursuit
Of vocabulary spectacular
The inky gems
Nestled in newspaper
Articles; like fragile
Antique tea cups
Or buried deep
Beneath tomes, dust,
And peerless age.
Each word, carefully
I pen them
Like exotic butterflies
In winding lists
             In winding lists
Within my notebook,
Permitting the cadence
Of the river
Of inky descriptions
To travel autonomously
Following the fascinating
History of words
The curious examples
Of a word's
More early usage
And thus, term
After term fills
My little journal
Making a poem
Of curious variety
And "lagniappe"
Sits by "imbroglio"
Terms frivolous and weighty
Resting side by side
And these words
Preserved twixt pages
The ultimate museum
Of English's curiosities
And all this
Inspired
By
A girl
-Are not so many things?
Perhaps I'll share some of the more curious terms in time...
 May 2014 Blake Rogers
Xyns
Us
 May 2014 Blake Rogers
Xyns
Us
I want to love you
I want to love you right now
I want to love you forever

Nothing can change that
Nothing can change the feeling
Nothing can tear us apart

So love me back
So love me too
So love me because I love you
Friends, I find, are like oceans.
In that their influences come
and go
with the tides
when fate,
or the moon,
Pulls them to other places.

A friend, I find, is like an ocean
because he or she affects me in waves,
which come
and go
and come
to change the person I am
one grain of sand at a time.

And when the last wave has come
and gone,
an event which may never happen,
or may occur tomorrow,
the artifacts they leave behind -
the lost kites,
the clouded glass,
and - most of all - the shells
decorate my life
and make it worth traversing.

And - most of all - the shells
herald forever their influence.
Echoes of their voices
everlasting in my mind.
 May 2014 Blake Rogers
Xyns
tip the scale
rip the veil

cold and lonely
If only, if only

beauty bought
***** socks

open bandages
blank pages

Just sit there
by yourself

read a book
take a look

in the mirror
your own fear

of the face
that you'll make

demons too real
for you to not feel

their horrid presence
all too malevolent

you're on your own
Sweetheart, you're really alone
The night grows dark; still darker.
My eyes in tears and water,
The stars fall far, then farther,
Until the sky is gone

The cold has dipped
I shiver.
The world has slipped
The river
That trails so far
I wonder
Does it taste of salt?

I wrap my shreds about me
Both wisps of hope and worry
As vague sanctuary
From bright reality.

I stand alone
Though others
Have come and gone
In druthers
As if some story's chatter
Moves still
Though I have stopped.

I keep my curtains shuttered,
Yet light, however battered,
Still fights, shines on my shattered
Spirit, still wracked with grief.

While my quiet's
Unfinished
And life must stay
Diminished
It's good to know
That sunlight
Still waits most patiently.
 Mar 2014 Blake Rogers
Xyns
Life is like a box of chocolates
People don't read any guide
And we take a bite out of everything
To see whether we like it or not
 Mar 2014 Blake Rogers
Xyns
I remember the long talks
The all-nighters
I remember the kind words
The loving banter

I could say I miss it
But I won't
I could say I miss you
But I Won't Lie
 Mar 2014 Blake Rogers
Xyns
Tears don't sting anymore
Whiskey bottles not crowding the floor
Eyes wide open
To the words unspoken

Heart doesn't ache anymore
Burning pages I've already torn
I stopped fighting
But you're not winning
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