Getting the urge to write again
Not online but with a journal and pen
There's something about the feeling it brings
When you can just let out everything

Not everything should make you feel good about yourself
You'd be in a better position if you cared about your health
Take initiative is what they all say
Stop lying around and quit being afraid
Imagine summer and all of the good things
Imagine winter and all the love it brings
From strangers and from family

All the parties all the drinks
It was not worth anything
I found you, you found me
It seems that we are meant to be
You love me
I love you
Death will let us know when we're through
That's the only thing though
Not these parties not these cheap hoes
We will last I'm sure of that
And if we don't, I'm sure you'll be back

What the **** is going on ?
I keep making promises and you're gone
I can't keep my word because I'm so sad inside
I'm so messed up it's hard to hide
It gets harder and harder every day
It stays hard until it goes away
I am still here for you
I wish that you were here too

It would be nice but that's not our love
It'd be nice if he didn't push and shove
It would be cool if I could get that degree
It'd be strange to have more company
It'd be great if I could feel more free
It would be great if I didn't feel a thing

I wish that you could write a beautiful song
I wish that we never ever went wrong
I miss talking to you so sweetly
I miss the way you treated me like a human being
I can't stand the way you treat me like a dog
I'm so upset and my anger is turning into a thick black fog
I would like to leave but there is no where to go
I'd like to stay but there's no love to grow

Because when you're serious things seem to go well
Because when you're serious everything just falls into place
Being serious seems to prevent all issues but making things better is what it doesn't do
It's good to do something crazy every once in a while
It's great to be the reason that your lover smiles