My demons don't come only at night
They follow me during the day
Hiding in shadows
Lurking over my shoulder

Constantly telling me to keep driving straight
Instead of turning
Whispering sweet promises of relief
If I just carve my skin a little deeper

I am stuck in sand with
The tide is rushing in
I can see those around me
Running and playing
I scream for help
But not one sound leaves my lips
I try one more time
Summoning all my strength
But my efforts are in vain
I see the ride coming
Faster
Higher
Stronger than before
Helpless and afraid
I take my final breath
Looking around I still can see
Others they look right trough me
As if I were invisible
Slowly I admit defeat
And fade away with the ride.  

B.G.K

And I swore to you
I'd be the one to hold us together
But now
I'm the reason were falling to pieces

Memories come back
The way you touched me
Electricity burning through my skin
Never wanting to stop

Maybe if I didn't raise my voice
And scream in your face
Maybe if I tried a little harder
To be a better me

But it's all me
I lost my temper
There's no sunshine after the rain
Just more overcast days

That turn into gloomy nights
Full of self hatred
Regret shame
I promise I'll never raise my voice again

I guess I never knew
The effect I had
In this battle of love and hate
But I'm starting to learn

B.G.K

Sometimes it hurts
Being in love with someone
Not because they hurt you but
Because you want them to be happy
And in order for that to happen
You have to let go
I realized I am the anchor
Keeping you to shore
But there's a whole ocean out there
You need to open your sails
Set yourself free
And explore
I can no longer keep you here
You're much happier set free
B.G.K

I remember it hurt-
Looking at you hurt.
I remember watching the tears fall down while you clung to me
Holding to me like I'd slip right through your fingers

But darling,
I'm afraid you are the one that slipped through
You let go and I reached into darkness to find you
Searching for any sign of you

"Please don't leave me like this"
I mumbled through the tears and frantic screams
Breathing heavy, chest caving in
I began to understand

I was more afraid of you slipping away
Maybe even terrified
I retire to my bed
To have my thoughts invaded by your memory

It all goes back to that night,
When I saw you hurt
Pain filled my soul
I wanted to save you

But I couldn't


B.G.K