My hearts beats against my ribs in rage, screaming don't lock me up in this cage, I'm in too much pain. These tears are all the same they take no fault or anger for my emotional complaints. I'm not a devil nor a saint. You promised you'd one but you never came. I think out loud who's really to blame for making me beautiful in my pain.

If I crashed my black cloud into your white cloud, I"d only be gray. You would be my silver lining for my bad days.  The rain and thunder, my tears and screams. You would be the flash of light and dripping streams. You would be and mean the world to me. I be the voice and you'd be eyes. Looking where my body lies, so much hurt and little time. I would be so Lovley and you amazing. We would fly over Valleys of animals grazing. You'd be in awe and me barely fazed, I remember us in the old days.  What happened anyways. What happened to me.