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Beebz The Queen Sep 2014
I wished at 11:11 last night
but I don't think it's fair
I wished for your hand in mine
but it was never there

I saw a shooting star last night
but I doubt my wish came true
I wished for the impossible
I wished to be loved by you.
Beebz The Queen Sep 2014
i am in love i do believe
yet common sense
you can't perceive
i see that smile
it draws me close
medicate me
increase the dose
is it fiction
or is it fate
please close the doors
and lock the gate
am i dreaming
or is this real
all these emotions
i do not wish to feel
please numb the pain
and let me sleep
these dreams i dream
i want to keep
alcohol
the bitter ***
all i knew
has come undone
drink it in
or pour it out
all this "love"
i start doubt
is he my hero
or is he death
my sweet encounter
or my last breath
does he love me
or am i to blame
for letting him go
i                                        
never               ­             
knew                
his          
name
will i ever know the one i really love?
Beebz The Queen Sep 2014
Sadly now
All i really know how to do
Is close my eyes
And think of you
Of all the times
We triumphed and failed
I watched the life drain from you
As your corpse paled
I never thought
I'd watch love die
Or watch you breathe your last
Never thought I'd cry
Funerals are for the living
At least that's what I've heard
I was asked sweetly by you mother
If i could share a word
I have nothing to say to the living
When all my words died too
I'd rather be lying there
Lifeless next to you
And yet somehow
You live on
In simple things
Like memories, colors, the break of dawn
I love you
May never be enough
I spoke what i thought you needed
Sweet words when things got tough
But now you're dead and gone
But forever in my heart
You see you're the only one
Who could ever play that part.
  Sep 2014 Beebz The Queen
Edren Marie
Be happy -
knowing that you're hurt?
Be amazed -
on how unfair life is to you?
Be sad -
believing you deserve it?

Be feeling empty -
knowing that for one day,
just one day,
you'd made me feel all these.
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