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  Apr 2014 Becca
DarkDepriment
It would be so out of character
To treat people how they treat me


But oh how sweet
Revenge could be
Becca Apr 2014
I remember all too well
The moment that my heart first fell
The never-ending moment your lips first met mine.
The moment 'I love you' left your lips the first time.

I remember the sound of my heart first breaking.
I remember the day I threw away your name.
I remember how hard I cried.
I remember the day I died.

I remember the fights and the sadness...
How quickly my world descended into madness.
I remember you leaving me,
Or did I leave you?
You were already gone.

I remember walking away.
Knowing it was far more difficult to stay.
I remember having to remember to breathe.
The littlest things would bring me to my knees.

I remember thinking I was broken.
That your leaving had left me frozen.

Then I remember picking myself back up.
Forcing myself to go through the motions.
But feeling each day a little less hopeless.

You hadn't broken me.
I might love again possibly.
But most importantly?
I was happy again finally.

And I was happiest with me.
  Apr 2014 Becca
Ivy Rose
I missed the taste of you.
And the way your lips pressed to mine so lovingly and filled to the brim with affection.

I missed the way you watched my movements.
As if I was a rare animal in the wild, which both fascinated and inspired you.

I missed the way your hands felt.
And the way they curled into mine, fitting as if they were destined to be there.

I missed the way you made me laugh.
The most honest smiles I have ever made were in your presence.

And I knew we'd make it.

My perfect constellation.
My greatest adventure.

My love.

And even in the midst of those who say "NO" and "NEVER", we find ourselves surrounded by love and determination. A little home built for our hearts. And a triumph like no other.

(i. r)
  Apr 2014 Becca
Maya Angelou
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size
But when I start to tell them,
They think I'm telling lies.
I say,
It's in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It's the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can't see.
I say,
It's in the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my *******,
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman

Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed.
I don't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It's in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
the palm of my hand,
The need of my care,
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
Becca Apr 2014
If I had it my way, I would kiss your lips every morning.
If I had it my way, we'd worship each other's bodies every night.
If I had it my way, you would never doubt my love and I would never doubt yours.

If I had it my way, we'd be apart only long enough to miss each other.
Then we'd run into each other's arms upon meeting again.

If I had it my way, the world would know how much I love you.
I would declare it with every word and every breath from my lips.

If I had it my way, we'd spend at least one day a week
Lying in a naked embrace, kissing and fondling
All day.
Only getting out of bed long enough for necessities,
Then entwining ourselves in love once again.

If I had it my way, the words that flowed from me
Would always be poetry.
That way you could always see
All the beautiful things you mean to me.

But I cannot have it my way.
And my words are fumbled and floundered at best.
And sometimes I doubt your love,
And we never stay in bed all day.

And I could never tell them how much I love you.
Our love is too different.
Our love is too strange.

But still...
With every word, and every breath that leaves my lips...
They always say...
I love you.
You are magical.
You...
You are everything.
Becca Apr 2013
The marks you left on me...
They run much deeper than anyone can see.
I hide them well, bury them deep.
I make them hidden, or so it seems.
So I look fine, and no one knows.
So deep down where no one goes.

I wash you away now.
Down, down the drain
And away you go.
I welcome the rain
Because now I am clean
And now I am free.



You left. You walked away. You urged me to do the same. As I released my crippled grip upon you, I watched you ease effortlessly into her arms. Despite what you said, you could not hide the truth from me. I watched it, cutting myself free only a little too late to keep me from this pain.

So, days, or months, or years from now when you see me... When you find yourself thinking of what a mistake you made to let me go... If I'm with someone new, with someone who fits me, and treats me, and loves me better than YOU...

Remember... Always remember, it was YOU that let me go. Pushed me away.

You let me go.

Always remember.
Becca Apr 2013
My heart is heavy
And oh, how it hurts.
My love is steady,
But it's never returned.

This pain seems unnecessary.
This love seems so rough.
I need you to rescue me.
I just need your love.

In spite of this aching,
I can't walk away.
you just keep taking,
And yet here I stay.

Please tell me you love me.
That I'm all you'll ever need.
Please tell me you want me.
Because you're the only one for me.

There are only so many tears
That I can give
Only so many years
That you can take
Before I walk away.
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