A Happy Ending (because there isn't enough today)

Just between
You and me
I always kind of had
A tiny ever-present
Crush on you
That's probably never going to
Go away
But that's okay because
I like the way
It feels to have
My stomach swim
At the thought of you

After a while
I realized that
When you have a never ending
Attraction to
Someone
It's not really a crush anymore
More of an extreme infatuation
I guess you could even call it
Love

I really hoped you would like me
Too
But that's fantasy
Because no one gets the
Fairy tale ending they hope for
And I was too broken for anyone to
Love me
Until I realized
The subtle hints you dropped
About how you were constantly
Lonely
And needed someone to
Love you

This kind of thing
Just doesn't happen to me
I was a
Wallflower
And you had more friends then
I ever would
But you assured me
That your love was
True

I couldn't believe it
But when you
Dropped to one
Knee
And asked me to be your
Girlfriend
Because you've always had a
Tiny ever-present
Crush on me
I was convinced
That happy endings might
Actually exist
And you were mine
And I was yours

This only happens once in a
Lifetime
And I'm so
Grateful
It was
Mine

It always broke my
Heart
When I heard stories of
Longing
Or
Loving someone who doesn't
Feel the same
But I never thought that would be my
Story

Because when I sit
Alone
In a quiet room
Or
Maybe even
A loud one
I think of you
And it feels like
A black hole
Warped and
Twisted my heart
To the point of complete
Emptiness
It is worse then someone reaching
In and twisting your heartstrings
Until they
Snap
While you lie there
Writhing and
Screeching with
Complete agony

And the realization that
They'll never
Love you back
Makes you feel empty
And alone
You don't have emotions
Just
Numbness and
Hatred for whoever made this
Happen
But you know you can only
Blame yourself for not taking the one
Chance you had
And it murderers
Your
Cold
Dead
Emotionless
Soul
To the point of
Extinction