our dreams used to be the same
we used to have common aim
i was everything for you
for me there used to no one beside you

being with you was so full of fun
but when time passed on
that common aim
we find its no more the same

we lost our goal
we blamed each other but both has a role

enough gap came between us
unimportant matters entered with rush

when talking is my desire
i find you tired

when love you want to show
doesn't interest me anymore

you keep on saying, you are still the same
if that is true, i might be the one who changed

but doesnt this affect you? I wonder
are you serious, your silence would help here

the more i want this discussion to be taken seriously
the more i find it hard to break your silence

is this the end? Your answer, i get never?
Am i going to live like this forever?

Your feeling might be the same
but there is no doubt i feel its changed

may be i am wrong about this
isn't it your duty to prove it?

Oh dear, dont take these things so lightly
that i might be gone and it would be hard for you to find me

we set limits around us
and make a box from it
in that box we live
and name that box a "Society"

we get suffocated
living inside that closed box
and try to get some fresh air
but,
we are not allowed

Finally we find it hard to fit ourselves
within that box
once made by us

what if, we never made that box?
we would live happy without it
rather than trying to fit inside it.

either play with colors
or with words
both way you are an artist

If colors can make a self portrait
why not words?

considering myself an artist playing with words
this is my first self portrait

"a caged body
with a free soul,
that free soul
struggling to free own body"

Being alone is when you are surrounded by no one, neither by those who love you nor by those who hate you, when you are alone you feel more strong because you have no one upon whom you can depend. Independent is always strong.

whereas being lonely is when you are surrounded by people who say they love you, but you don't feel their love. you are very weak because you depend on them, because you hope they will help you get out of the loneliness, but unfortunately they cant

all your life, you struggle for love
when you know those who loved you had a big smile on their face
while you cried at your birth
your tears, who cared?
you kept on crying
they kept on celebrating

My saturated mind those days,
when I couldnt differentiate,
The Sun and The Moon
as your thought never ended,
either day or it was night,
when I talked
you became the subject,
when I stay quite
I felt you in the silence,
I dreamt about you if I closed my eyes
I had your vision with my open eyes
obsessive me, hardly could avoid you
when I tried, I failed
failed so bad, desperate I became,
Now, when I look back
I laugh at that silly me
who used to think its you
and will always be " only you"

Oh no, the time came
The same feeling again
Heartbeats I can hear
Even if there is no reason to fear
Am I sweating? I see my hands,
Yes, but why?
Heart so heavy
Moment so scary,
I try to avoid, but how?
I search for ways, this way, that way, which way?
I know this is not going to last,
But I might make it worst,
Oh no, why am I shaking?
People would notice,
Oh god please help me, help me this last time
Let me out of here
Or Let in some fresh air
Have I gone red?
Am I going to fall?
People would notice
Oh no, this time they would definitely notice