I am like a ship at sea
And you are like a lighthouse
When the storm comes, you save me from crashing

I need help
Im not sure what with
But i know this dark cloud in my head cannot stay any longer
The cloud that constantly whispers
“You’re not good enough”
“No one cares about you”
“You’re nothing”
The little voice that convinces you that you are;
Unknown, ugly, unimportant
You go unnoticed by anyone
Even those closest to you have no idea about the way you feel
Because that voice in your head tells you they will look at you differently
Or they wont care
Or they will think something is wrong with you
But you dont want their looks of pity
You just want to be heard, held, helped
You want someone to help get rid of the voice of uncertainty
But it reminds you that it would be a burden to others
So you continue on with your days
Listening to the dark wisp of a cloud
The shadow that follows you everywhere
Always around the corner to ruin a good day

Trust
Something that is supposed to be held close
And actually mean something
It wraps around your heart as if it is to protect
But it causes more harm than good

You think it is there to show you the good in the world
But really it is like a rug
Soon to be pulled from underneath you
Making you fall on your face

You’re hurt
You cry
You’re anger inside is like a fire thats gotten out of control

Trust is such a strong word yet it can be broken so easily
It can be built up over years and years
So many memories over the time
But it can be shattered into a million pieces
And you’re the one that has to clean it up

So you build your walls
Vowing to never trust again
Never to be hurt again
But it just hurts more
Knowing there is no one you can depend on
No one you can truly trust
You are in charge of your heart
Keep it safe from all harm
Even when the harm is from yourself

No
Two letters, one syllable
Heavy meaning
Yet so many times its not heard
He hears the word but does not understand
He sees the line as blurred
He crosses it easily, but you on the other side
The other side left in pieces
He gets off no problem
You’re stuck with the scars
Invisible scars no one believes
Invisible scars as if it never happened
Invisible scars that hurt more than the visible ones