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Aveline Mitchell May 2015
I sold my soul for a small coffee, French vanilla. I asked for them to let me stay for a little while. “I’ll be gone by close,” I assure. I left my life behind in a building just down the road, and I cannot turn back. This is my final stop. I’m lonely and I’m sorry and I don’t know where to go now. I sold my soul for this small coffee, and the cup is empty.
Aveline Mitchell May 2015
If we’re tired,
Let’s sleep.

Crimson skylines hold no beauty
Through my fogged eyeglasses.
Playing connect-the-dots with the stars
Until the puzzle has been solved.
There is nothing left.

Drunken zombies on ***** sidewalks,
Silver tongues on beautiful men,
False reality, inescapable.

I haven’t seen you smile in years.
The candle was snuffed long ago.
Burning love letters,
Staining sheets with tears and lipstick,
Ripping out grass in handfuls,
Shattering mirrors for the bad luck.

If we’re tired,
Let’s sleep.
Aveline Mitchell May 2015
“I like you for your intelligence and beauty.”
2. “I’m not saying I have doubts. I don’t.”
3. “You can trust me.”
4. “I’m sorry.”
5. “You’re beautiful.”
6. “We should take it slow.”
7. “I’m sorry that I keep leaving you.”
8. “I appreciate you.”
9. “I’m sorry.”
10. “Just be you.”
11. “I just really want this to work.”
12. “I’m sorry.”
13. “I’m glad that you’re happy.”
14. “Did I say something wrong?”
15. “I just need my little piece of freedom.”
16. “See you tomorrow, my love.”
17. “I wish I was there for you.”
18. “I really enjoy holding your hand.”
19. “You looked really pretty today.”
20. “Today I accidentally wrote your name when I was supposed to be writing about something else.”
21. “I just feel constricted, that’s all.”
22. “I got your back.”
23. “I want you to do what makes you happy.”
24. “I can’t wait to see you.”
25. “I love your smile. I love your eyes. I love your face.”
26. “If it moves quickly, everything will crash and burn.”
27. “I’m sorry.”
28. “Good morning, beautiful.”
29. “I wish I had more time off for you.”
30. “I can’t stop thinking about you.”
31. “I’m sorry.”
32. “I just don’t want to lose you.”
33. “If you need me, I’m here.”
34. “I wish I could be with you right now so I could hold you in my arms.”
35. “You’re a good person.”
36. “I don’t know. All I know is that I love you.”
37. “Tell me what you’re afraid of. Please.”
38. “My heart races just thinking about you. I feel amazing around you, even though I may not seem like it. I can’t stop thinking about you. It’s the way you make me feel when I am with you.”
39. “I want to be there for you when you need me.”
40. “Cheer up, sweetie.”
41. “I’m sorry. I’ll leave you alone.”
42. “I miss you.”
43. “I’m sorry, my darling.”
44. “Is breá liom tú.”
45. “I don’t think this is going to work out.”
46. “I’m sorry.”
47. “Do you ever have a good day?”
48. “I just lost interest after a while.”
49. “I’m sorry.”
50. “I’m so sorry.”
Aveline Mitchell May 2015
Yank the flowers from my skin,
Pluck their petals one by one
Until they tell you that I don’t love you anymore.

You fed the grass that grew on me
With your honeyed words that stung like bees
That pollinate me.

Irises bloom in my eyes,
Gentle ferns sprout from my scalp,
Branches grow from me like limbs,
Sunlight emanates from every inch.

You brought frost and darkness to this world,
And you held me so that I wouldn’t feel it.

She loves me, she loves me not, she loves me…

She loves you not.
Aveline Mitchell May 2015
I’m sorry if I cry when I smell whiskey on your breath.
It’s a natural habit, you see.

All the times she kissed my forehead,
Her lips engraving the need for sobriety in my brain,
I smelled it.

In all the bruised knees and torn curtains,
The cigarette smoke and shattered glasses,
The broken doors and scratched paint,
Her dried blood and my adolescent tears,
I smelled it.

I turned my lights out so she wouldn’t know I was awake.
I’m sorry if I cry when I smell whiskey on your breath.
It’s a natural habit, you see.
Confession from an anon: “My mother was a drunk and I can’t stand alcohol because of it.”
Aveline Mitchell May 2015
It is a beautiful day.

The heavens are crying like they haven’t in months. The sky is grey, but not the gloomy, thunderstorm grey we normally see this time of year. No, it’s the kind of grey that has a backsplash of light, like the sun was shining and a shallow mist rolled through. It’s all just one shade, like a normal blue sky that has simply been greyscaled, like a filter on your phone. But this is not the kind of grey that you could take a photo of. No, it’s not. Go ahead and try.

It is a beautiful day.

Days like these are my favourite days. I woke up this morning, took a shower, washed my hair, shaved my legs, washed my face, brushed my teeth. I curled up in bed for a while to reminisce in the warmth of the previous night. I put on a sweater two sizes too big, fleece-lined leggings, and Irish cottage socks. I felt as though I was made for one of those artsy, hipster pictures you see on your Tumblr dash every once in a while. I even had a coffee, two creams, one sugar.

It is a beautiful day.

I planned to go for a walk in the fields today, let myself become drenched so that I could curl up in fuzzy blankets upon return to my home. I longed to feel the squish of mud in the tracks of my boots, to hear the sheep bleating in the distance. I wanted to stumble through the little path in the woods that only I know is there. This daydream was interrupted by the sound of chainsaws.

It was a beautiful day.

Orange everywhere, from the workers’ vests and hats to the road signs to the truck itself. Some man, some poor, sad man was sixty feet in the air, hacking at the branches of the tree in my front yard. My tree. “It’s to clear room for the telephone wires, miss,” he assured, but it didn’t seem very assuring. Orange, so much orange, that it made the grey seem…wrong.

It was a beautiful day.

Cutting off the branches of my hundred-year-old tree so that it wouldn’t impose upon the telephone wires. To hell with the telephone wires. Put them somewhere else. “My tree was here first,” I say. “Sorry miss, take it up with the telephone company.” Of course it’s too late now; the branches hit the ground. A few men come and pick them up and throw them in the wood chipper.

It was a beautiful day.
Aveline Mitchell May 2015
Sad, lost boy,
Come hold my hand.
We can take a stroll by the river,
Sit on rusted benches
And hand jingling coins to Old John.
He’ll smile and kiss my hand;
Do not fret, he means well.
Stop by the coffee house along the way,
With drinks we don’t know how to order.
We’ll be stuck for an hour as the barista
Talks about his next drag show,
And tells us all about his new wig.
Walk along broken sidewalks,
Tripping over our own feet
As the sunlight fades to purple and black.
Sad, lost boy,
Come hold my hand.
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