Long summer nights
Short winter days
Beautiful foliage
Coming our way
Seasons changing
Colorful leaves blooming day by day
All will soon be white
Snowflakes falling
Covering the ground at night
Cold nights
Snuggled under a warm blanket
Oh how I’ll miss those warm summer nights

Don’t follow, be the leader
Don’t complain, make a change
Don’t be cocky, confidence is beautiful
Don’t be overbearing, be humble
Don’t change, stay you
Don’t fall, be strong…

Uncomfortable evolution
is a
beautiful transformation

Trying
to
run
between
the
raindrops
can
be
achieved
through
determination
and
strength
but
always
be
aware
of
the
sudden
downpour

My words explode onto paper like an erupting volcano
Slowly bubbling until it detonates
Causing a colorful burst of emotions to splatter across the page

Sometimes I wish I were invisible
Sometimes I wish I I didn’t care
Sometimes I wish I was stronger
Sometimes I wish I you were still here
Sometimes I wish I was younger
Sometimes I wish I was older
Sometimes I wish I was skinnier
Sometimes I wish I was prettier
Sometimes I wish I was taller
Sometimes I wish I was shorter
Sometimes I wish I better
Sometimes I wish I had confidence
Sometimes I wish I knew myself
Sometimes I wish I could go back in time
Sometimes I wish I speak up
Sometimes I wish I met you sooner
Sometimes I wish I loved you more
Sometimes I wish I had more time...

Sometimes I wish I....

The smell of your cigar and pipe in the air
A glass a wine setting next to your chair
For as long as I can remember I have called you Papa Bear
To this day even though your not there

It’s your name
That I find
Written within the stars
Falling from the sky
Lighting up my eyes
Like fireworks
In the night sky
Displaying your love
To the world and
To heaven above

This year is different in many ways
Christmas just doesn’t feel the same
Just another day, for me, unfortunately
But I hope, for you, it’s as magically as can be
Merry Christmas to you and God Bless from me...

Life was different then, life is different now, but holding the memories in our hearts are forever endowed.

Losing control isn’t a form of failure, it’s called being human and understanding when it’s ok to take a step back and take control of yourself again…

I guess we're different
We never fight
We trust each other with all our might
I can't think of where we would be
If you didn't muster up the ***** and kiss me
Almost 10 years and I wouldn't change a thing
I love you always and forever
Baby, Your my everything....

The stars will align when I catch a falling star from the sky
Hold it tight, with all my might
Making a wish at the close of the night

Step out of the shadow to experience the light you been searching for along your pathway into existence

I deal with pain and numbness everyday
Most of you don’t know it, but it’s okay
Silent pain no one can see
I am who I am
And I am me

Sometimes just a presence of someone and conversation
Makes your heart happy and fills the void that you miss daily

Standing outside in the frigid cold air
Smoking a cigarette without a care
When in the distance I hear a loud sound
It is a cardinal, who must be found
I know it’s was dad trying to say hi
As the bright red cardinal was flying by
In that moment I felt stress free
Very spiritual, calming and carefree
Don’t look for signs from loved ones gone
They will appear when least expected singing you a beautiful little song

Today I am better than yesterday.
Today I am strong.
Today I am loved.
Today I am living.
Today I reach for a better tomorrow.

Waking up to a brand new day
All my doubts and worries I have dreamt away
Starting fresh, starting new
Forgetting everything from yesterday...
How about you?

Start each day
Brand new
Putting your best foot forward
To a better you

Water rises
Rivers flood
Like my heart exploding
With our love

32 years and still going strong
From they day I was born I wasn't suppose to be here long
Being born premature
And without a windpipe
My parents and family were filled with fright
I don't know how I am still here today but
I am a baby miracle in every way
Living life to the fullest
And loving it so
Never thinking I'd be here
Where did the time go?
I thank God everyday that he kept me here
Spreading my infectious smile and giving cheers
32 years and going strong
From the day I was born I wasn't suppose to be here long...

A Robin sitting on the back of a chair
Not a worry or a care
Enjoying the warm springlike air
Oh little birdie would you like to share...
Save a spot for me on the back of the chair
So we can sit together not have a worry or care
Keeping one another company in the warm springlike air
Oh little birdie.....

It’s been
One week since I’ve seen you
One week since I’ve held you
One week since I looked in your eyes
One week since I’ve touched you
One week since we “cuddled “
One week since you were here
One week since you were living
One week since I held your paw
One week since I lost it all

This has been the hardest one week
Without you here by my side
One week since we said goodbye

I know your still here with us
But **** I miss you so much binx

One week without you here.....

The lackluster of communication only results in misdirection which leads to miscommunication causing friction ending up in possible failure

As the waters trickle down
Down the rocks and over the ground
Rapid waters never stand still
Always be grounded
Love what you feel

Wherever you go whatever you do
Just know I'm standing there right beside you
Even if you can't see me I will always be there
Don't you ever worry, you don't need to be scared
Grow with love, stand brave and tall
I'll be right there beside you through it all...

Forgiveness is key
Take it from me
So we can move forward
Setting ourselves free

Grief has no time limit
The tears will subside eventually
But forever in our hearts
Is where their lasting impression will be

Forgiveness and grief
Go hand in hand
Two hardest emotions to withstand
Leaving us feeling emptiness
Over and over again

Look for the positive energy
Leading your heart to be fulfilled
Even in the darkest of times
Your hearts void will soon be sealed...

In the depths of the journey casting a shadow over the sky as the wind moves through the night and into the morning sunrise; shadows are still pictures from within the minds eyes holding onto wisdom and insight of our own true life

Walking down a pathway made of wood
Surrounded by palm trees and reminisce of sand and broken shells
Making your way to the grains of sand and crashing of the oceans wave
Wait for the sun to peak through the horizon
Painting majestic colors at the waters edge
Capture the beauty of the world surrounding your body
Starting your day with calmness of the beauty in which you capture in a still photo
Forgetting everything even just for a little bit
Now go
Embrace the day
And accept things you can not change
Now run
Grab hold tight
To the calmness of your still photos
And imagine your life within it

Spreading happiness
is just one
smile away……


Try it….

You wouldn’t want to drag a ball and chain around everyday, so why carry the hurt of the past that you can’t change?

Touching his hand I got a shock
I look at him and said
“You send shockwaves to my heart”
He then replied
“The shockwaves we’re always there”
I looked into his eyes and said
“ But baby, your the one that made them spark, and continue to ignite my shockwaves in my heart “

It is time to take your final bow
Your curtain now will come down
We gather around to say goodbye
One last time
As now you embark on the climb
The stage is set
The lights are bright
Take your places
It’s showtime
Don’t worry about me
I am alright
I left my mark, now it’s time to take flight
Remember me as you reminisce about the times we shared
But always remember, I’m still always there
In your hearts
On your mind
I will wait for you all
On the other side

Watch me disappear into the fog

Want to find me?

Look for my heart glowing so bright

While I dance to the

Music of nature

Under the waterfall of

Endless possibilities

That will never

Run dry