Take your spot
On top of me
Let’s dive into a world of fantasy
Making music between the sheets
Whimsical and beautiful
As two lovers meet
Whisper I love you in my ear
Saying it quietly for just us to hear
Blissful and beautiful as making love
Taking is slow as a flying dove
Being so close with you in me
Forever in love we both with be

500th write
Since I joined this site
In less then a year
I’m full of excite(ment)
To connect with people all over the world
Through our different ways of writing
It’s been such a joy
I really can’t believe how far I’ve come
Here’s to 500 more....
There’s a lot of work to be done

I thank you all from the bottom of my heart
For all the critiques and love
I look forward to connected with more!

Sowing up my heart
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That others ripped to shreds
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Using black thread
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Showing my battle wounds  
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Falling down
          Failing
                 Is hard to swallow
Pick yourself back up
          Dust yourself off
                 Try again
For those who fall or fail at sometime
Whether once or multiple times
Grow stronger and become more appreciative of life
Never be scared to try or do anything
Even if it takes a lifetime to achieve

There once was a guy
Who was not right in the head
All he thought was “how do I get girls in my bed”
   Lure
       Drug
          ******
              Comfort
Which way will work, I don’t care, I need them
Entrap the girls ******* on my bed
Giving them what I think they want
My big throbbing head
Fulfilling my needs and fantasy’s
My unconsciousness will be the death of me
As they toss, turn and scream to stop
Only fuels my engine to remain on top

My imagination running wild
Paraphrasing this problematic disease within myself
As I take advantage of girls who have no clue what I’m about
Is this me or my disease ruining the lives of so many girls in between
I will finish with her and let her go
After she gives me one quick blow
Getting off one last time
Smiling as she’s ******* it
One inch at a time

This is now the end for me and my wild, crazy fantasy’s
I’ve been caught in my worst nightmare yet
Living my life in constant
   Pain
      Fear
          And
             Regret

Hey...



Hey you....


Yeah you reading this.....


You are loved
You are amazing
You are beautiful
You are worthy
You are blessed


Your welcome
Hope you have an amazing day!

Love,
A friend

You have a purpose here
You have life
Even when you don’t feel it
Think about it twice
Your meant to be here
To struggle and to fear
But in the end my dear
Your purpose is meant to be here

You may not fully understand
What is going on in your life
Feeling useless and hurt
No meaning of life
Those words in your head and in your heart
Are a constant battle putting up a fight
A continuous struggle of a tug and war
Showing your scars, girl there’s so much more

You are loved
Even when you don’t feel
Someone is out there trying to help you heal
I may not know you but I’m always here
To be the listening ear and support you my dear....

Open my eyes
Put my feet on the ground
Stand outside not hearing a sound
The smell of rain tickles my nose
As the sun peaks out of the clouds as it arose
I stand here in silence reflecting on life
Only to feel a presence by my side
I can only hope that it was my dad
Making me feel grounded and telling me "today is your day, don't be sad"
Sad that I'm not here with you anymore
Always remember your my "baby girl"

Just look around
And you will see
How the world is crumbling
Right beneath our feet
Make a change
Stand up for you
Write down what you feel
It’s the right thing to do
Change won’t happen
Over night
But it’s the little things
That will make this world right
...............Again........

dripping
    wet
      from
        head
            to
              toe
                     glistening
                            like
                         the
                sparkle
                in
        your
crystal
        blue
            eyes
                 love
                   everlasting
                           like
                              the
                     flowers
                  we
      continue
    to
      grow
       shimmering
                in
                    the
                        sunlight
                                    like
                                          diamonds
                                                          catching
                                                       the
                                             waves
                                          in
                                     my
                             drink

Slip your feet into my shoes
You may stumble and fall
Practice makes perfection
You will rise above it all

Magical pixie dust
Thrown into the air
Thinking happy thoughts
Dancing around without a care

Open your eyes to the imaginary world
To the gates of your own fantasy
Can you see the magic surrounding you
Shining bright for all to see

The skies illuminating with many colors
Sounds of happiness fill the streets
Feeling like a child and being goofy as can be

Making memories one picture at a time
Anxiously awaiting for tomorrow rise and shine
Restarting the magic and memories one wish at a time...

Creating your own happiness
     Setting your mind
        Focusing on your goals
Sometimes may crash and burn
              Setting a fire in your heart
Making in manifest into something much more
Then you could have ever imagined
    Stay strong
       Stay humble
           Stay YOU
Your goals, hopes and dreams
Are never impossible
If you just create your own happiness and    BELIEVE

Hold my hand
Grab my thigh
Boy you turn me on
Making the butterflies fly
Grab my hair
Whisper in my ear
Kissing my neck
Dripping all over you my dear

Do you understand me through what I write?
Do I confuse you or not make sense?
Do you think I can write at all?
Do I express myself well?

All these questions go through my head
When my fingers type and form these words
I try my best, raw and unedited

Creative, imaginative, real feelings
Unscrambling from all the crevasses from my brain

Real or fiction
Words become stories
Touching someone’s life
In a positive way

That’s what makes me a writer
Uniquely, in my own way...
(I hope)

There’s something about you
I don’t know what it is
Our connection is real (I feel)
Hope to collaborate with you and make a new friend, in the end....

I am a down to earth girl
Emotions are real
Our connection seems to be powerful
Let’s say and do what we feel

The other day I posted “Today’s Challenge “
Be the cause to brighten someone’s day...
Little did I know I would be the cause to shed light for someone that day...

A couple came to my restaurant to enjoy some lunch
But to our surprise it was more then just a meal
We all got to talking, it was their first time here
Their son was in ICU at the hospital down the street
Immediately we recognized who they were taking about
Their son and his fiancé were in a motorcycle accident
Unfortunately, she did not survive
He was flown to the hospital, he was more then just broken inside

His parents told us that all he wanted after his 4th surgery so far
That all he wanted was a burger from Red Robin but it was too far
So we decided we would make one for him here
As close to the burger he wanted from Red Robin

I said to our waitress  
“I would like to pay for their meal”
She responded “I would like to as well”
So my husband, the waitress and I
Chipped in together and pay for their entire meal

When Kim (the waitress) had gone out to their table and told them they were good to go
In such disbelief the woman said “that’s not necessary, no”
We insisted we would pay for them, it’s the least we could do
They couple broke down crying and were so grateful to us ( more then we knew)

The next day, the woman came back to get another burger for his son
She explained to us that he absolutely loved his food
Saying “it was the best **** burger he has ever had”
Even though it’s not on our menu
We made it for you
We have now dubbed it the “Jason Burger” just for you!

Even though it wasn’t much
We felt we did good
Bringing light to someone’s day
Even if it was in a little way
          

         Challenge accepted
             Challenge accomplished

Please keep Jason and his family in your prayers
His body is literally broken and so is his heart
When I wrote that challenge that morning
I didn’t know my closest friends and I would the ones to find light in a dark place and bring joy to their hearts