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My wife, a psychiatrist, sleeps
through my reading and writing in bed,
the half-whispered lines,
manuscripts piled between us,

but in the deep part of night
when her beeper sounds
she bolts awake to return the page
of a patient afraid he'll **** himself.

She sits in her robe in the kitchen,
listening to the anguished voice
on the phone. She becomes
the vessel that contains his fear,

someone he can trust to tell
things I would tell to a poem.
 Nov 2013 Ashley Hedge
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Future.*

One word,
That sends thousands to their knees.
The ultimate fear,
Whether acknowledged or denied.
The ultimate seduction,
Overlooked and overstated.

It looms unendingly,
A second shadow to mock your efforts.
A silent lure,
Tempting and drunk on its own velocity.

Constant yet uncertain...
Striking fear and lust,
Like a taboo so sweet,
Into the hearts of the fearful and the ambitious.

I walk happily into the darkness,
And embrace the dark temptation.

Self-destruction in a heady promise
Of a tremulous future.
Your eyes are as blue as the ocean
Your moves are a clumsy motion
Your hair dark as night
Your smile is a beautiful light

Your skin is as smooth as silk
As you slowly drink your milk
Your wonderful laughter never seems to fade
It can scare any dark cloud

You may not speak
But you’ll never be a freak
Your eyes are so full of happiness
You will never have sadness

No pain or harm will ever come to you
No darling I will never approve
I don’t care if you keep me up all night
When you smile, my life is just as bright

When you cry, I’ll be there
Just always know you’re under my care
I’ll love you no matter what
Even when you make my life tough

Oh my sweet little baby boy
I know you will never annoy
I’ll be there to help you grow
I’ll love you, everyone will know

Your little baby giggle
As you start to wiggle
Close inside my arms
As you work your baby charm

And when you grow
You will always know
That you’ll never be my number two
All I ever wanted was you

— The End —