Aric garza

Aric garza Jul 2018

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Refraining from writing a lot,
          Afraid of what I’ll say

Not because of what you think,
           It’s the things in the back of my brain.

Things I don’t give a lot of attention,
             Unless I stop a moment to reflect.

Staying away from writing a lot,
          A moment just to breathe.

Aric garza Jul 2018

Refinnej

You like to be mad at me.
I’m often annoyed with you.

But as long as I live I swear on my life I’ll always be in love with you.

Aric garza Jul 2018

Over you

I think that I am really over you.
Mostly because your name tasted like sin for about the past five years.
Meaning it felt terrible to say.

Really quite truely over you.
Mostly because the last time I ever saw you, you asked to have *** one least time.
I never thought that was selfish, in retrospect I was just vulnerable.

I really think that I’m quite over you.
Your face never really looked the same.
Your voice has faded from the hidden crevices of my concious and I don’t think about you much.

This thought had just crossed my mind.
Now I’m feeling kind of free.

This was truely kind of a realization for me recently. I think I’m actually in a good place to say this.

Aric garza Jun 2018

Find yourself

Please do me a favor.

Find yourself.
Then find yourself again.

I feel like I understand your pain and the feel of loss.
I understand the crying out and wishes to be gone.
I even understand the way it’s been years since the situation happened and,
Somehow even then when you’ve grown you still blame yourself for the madness.

But,
Find yourself
Please find yourself again.

The things that make you smile
Like making things worth while.
Your hobbies, your friends and family and all the in between.

Please find yourself.
Then find your self again.

Read again when you find the need.

Aric garza Jun 2018

Read it on a fortune cookie

Knowing then what I know now, would never have been fun.

“Life is a just a series of choices. Today yours are good ones.”

Where was this fortune cookie when I made all those seemingly bad decisions?

The girl with the cigarettes,
The girl from the internet,
The girl that I let get away.

Knowing then what I know now would never have been fun.

I would have never learned my lessons, not a single one.

I think of “bad relationships” as more of a self discovery of sorts.
I took away from those relationships some useful knowledge about my self. I can say it’s helped a lot.

#past #love #self #discovery #reminiscing

Jun 2018

Muskaan

I Promise

I promise to bug you every single day.
I promise to make you laugh and smile.
I promise that I will always support you even when I do not agree.
I promise.

I promise to always be there for you
When times are rough.
I promise to always hold your hand.
I promise that I will always
Remain loyal, honest, and trustworthy.
I promise.

I promise that I will laugh at all your jokes.
I promise that you can always feel comfortable telling me anything.
I promise to always love you.
I promise.

I promise that one day I will marry you.
I promise that one day you can call my parents yours.
I promise to be with you for the rest of my life.
I promise.

#love #promise