Letting go of someone you love is hard, but holding on to them will only make your hands weak and at some point in time they'll slip away. In that moment clouds form above your head and when you cry it storms. You're going to try to aim your lighting at that one person. He broke your heart and it sounded like thunder when it hit the ground, but I swear if you close your eyes, take a deep breath and trust yourself, in time the sun will come out and dry the puddles you've been too depressed to step out of. Trust your strength in the healing process. Don't ever let a man turn you weak. Woman up and the next time you see him smile and give him the best eye roll he's ever seen a woman give and move on because someone else will appreciate the way you flip your hair when you're arguing at 2am about nonsense, someone else will appreciate the way you HAVE to fall asleep in their arms after that argument, someone will appreciate the way you can eat a whole tub of ice cream when you're feeling down and call you beautiful because that's probably the most talented thing they've seen someone do and most of all someone will appreciate the way you love passionately. They will look at you with amazement and kiss you like they're trying to keep a hold of you with their lips that way you won't stray too far away from them. Every heartbreak is a step closer to your soulmate. Don't pay attention to the people who fill your heart up, pay attention to the people who fill your soul up.

- Woman up - Analysa Marie

‪Self love is basically throwing the ******* up at anyone who tries to punch holes in your canvas and anyone who isn't able to see that failed art class in school. Don't take it personal. Laugh about it, actually pour yourself a drink and then laugh about it. Cheers to that. ‬

- ‪Analysa Marie ‬

I've learned to be completely in love with myself. Not in the form of cockiness, but in the form of strength. Instead of looking for someone to be my muscle when I was weak I decided to accept the challenge of not letting anyone break me simply because I was so happy with myself anyone who didn't love me the way I love myself wouldn't be able to bring me to ruins. I have became very careful of who gets to experience me. I don't want anyone who is not worthy being able to know the deepest parts of me. How you love yourself is how you teach others to love you. Love isn't perfect but love always means respect. The moment you see how precious you are is the moment you put an end to anyone trying to harm you.

- Analysa Marie

I've been there
But you took me here  
You took me so I can reach for stars instead of dust
You taught me love when I was tired of lust
You rescued me when I was stuck
Kept telling myself this love was built off luck
Couldn't  imagine a man loving me for my heart instead of my look
You didn't judge the cover of the book
You read me
You understand me
Never leave me
Never close this chapter

2:43am - I pray you come to me in my dreams

- Analysa Marie

In life I just want to make sure I'm always being true to who I am and true to others. I want everyone I come across to either like me or dislike me because of who I really am and to those who dislike me will not bother me because who I am as a person makes me happy and that's enough to fill my heart up!

- Analysa Marie

You fill my body up with every star and every flame that sparks each and every bone and ***** in my slowly wilting body.
Sometimes I need to be pinched. Make me feel awake. Is this feeling real? Am I really this worthy of love that seems almost impossible to feel?
When I'm breaking, you are there to hold me in your arms and I was so confused because I thought I was the strongest person in the world but there I was crumbling into little pieces and you picked me up even though you could have gotten cut from my sharp edges.
There are days when I wake up hating myself and the world around me but you were there to help me gain my balance back. With you there is no such thing as waking up on the wrong side of the bed.
You were there to pick me up by my bruised body and help me see things clearer.
You gave me a voice when I felt like I wasn't strong enough to speak and even when my voice cracked you still got the message.
You helped me fall in love with my laugh when I forgot how it was to ache from smiling.
You put visions in my eyes when I saw nothing but failure in myself. "It's okay to cry" but when waterfalls came down from my eyes you weren't afraid to drown.
He said
"I deserve the stars and you deserve the universe and all I ever wanna do in life is explore the skies."
I said
"Sometimes I get lost in space in a black hole and nothing can pull me out"
"Well baby you're out of this world and I'd lose my oxygen if that means saving you."
I always come back to you in pieces not asking to be fixed but you do it anyway. I can come into you because you are my home and I only feel safe with you.
You make me feel like I'm standing on the highest building at night overlooking everyone and the city lights.
You make me feel like fresh air on a cold winter day.
You fill me up with feelings I have never felt before. Feelings, that I am lucky enough to feel with you.
I want to live an infinity amount of moments with you. Good and bad. I want it all to be with you.
I want to do everything on earth with you.
You made me love the sun, the moon, the rain, the stars, flowers, etc.. It all reminds me that I'm still alive. You make me feel alive.

I couldn't even breath for that short period of time.
I inhaled as much as I can while sobbing.
I fell to the ground and he caught me.
He was the only person who caught me before it was too late.
I don't know how he was able to heal me all those days.
I don't know why he even did.
But I told him...
"I'll love you forever...
On your good days...
and on the days you can't go on...
I'll love you forever when you love me with all your heart...
And when you break my heart... I will still love you."
And he did. Months after that. He broke my heart. But I still... I can't even say it.

- Analysa Marie