How do you tell someone that you love,
That doesn't love you back
That you care about them.
And maybe they do love you,
But not in the same way
Maybe they just like the thought,
And it's just another game
That they play most days
In their day to day life
Not worried about others,
Only themselves during this fight
That becomes a battle
A battle of lost and found brothers
Where they split off on groups
And literally hate on each other
Saying I am better than you by being me
What about them?
They are them, it's the exact thing
Agree to disagree
Find yourself in the mix
Find yourself in this circus,
But don't get lost in it
We are stars sent from the cosmos
Humans looking up from below
I see myself from where I should
I am looking down like I knew I would
We are so lost in the sins of our ancestors
Parents before us who didn't have all the answers
Lost in someone else's perception
It will take only the holy to fight this battle for them
I praise myself for wanting to try
I could have it all
This is my baby blue sky
But I am sick of being alone
I need my family
This has always beeny home
Home is where the heart is
And I finally found you
I will wait forever
I just hope you don't want me to

You give me shivers up my spine
Something I can not redefine
Dark without a doubt
With a smile so profound
The sound that moves past your lips
Is a humming bird taking sips
Off my pollenated soul
Something that could be so foul
Something you are still unsure of
Me, a ****, an unwanted fruit
From the ground where you are planting your new seed
The one you just placed inside of me
Hoping I will water it to perfection
A hopeful blossom of our relationship
Sprouting the most beautiful tunes
In two we will sing of how we grew
Such gentle plants in this garden of Eden
With colors so ripe
It's no wonder I would eat them
I would sin for you everyday
If it keeps me here, or even brings me back someday
It was you all along
And it always will be
I couldn't stand alone
Even if you killed me
I would find a way to be free
A time for all times
Eternity

Together we will fight
But I will win everytime
For I am me
I made it here
This is my world
This is for you, my dear.
You gave me life,
I gave you meaning
We shook hands on this
This is something I've been repeating
You already know what you think you don't
You are the captain of this ship
You're steering this boat
You're riding the waves of this black ocean
It's what makes you a witch
You already know you have been chosen
You are here, little rainbow girl
This your time
Let's give this black battle a twirl
Remember it's only black because of where you were born
It's only dark because of the people you adore
It's only here because magic
It's always been here
You just have to believe in it
Its the illusion you have been wishing for
It is exactly what you have been waiting for
Every script you have written
Every word they find forbidden
Every wrong that you find right
Every single glimps of moonlight
Every single time you sing
The actual meaning to everything
The reason why you have been picked
Seen as a **** in your gardens wicker
Basket of things they don't wanna see that you are different
A lonesome ****
You sell yourself for what you believe in
You how off yourself,
A part you are not even sure of
But hope for some kind of encouragement
Looking for someone to give you that nuriesment
That you know you need but never achieve
Telling yourself every time
You are all that you need
Then you remember again you have been chosen
And those who don't see that
Lie down in dozens
Those who are wide eyed will hit up the clouds
I will be waiting
And I will be nothing but proud
Those who are there are not alone
I think we have been waiting for years
Knowing all about this thrown
That we sit on every day
Waiting for you,
Listening while you prayed
Blah blah

My mother is my most absolute treasure
The most amazing of all or any creature
She has hidden herself at the bottom of the sea
She is holding herself out, and waiting up for me
Our minds are one alike,
but I won't give up
I am determined to repeat this rhyme
But not in the same way - she tried
And failed without recognition
She set her soul on fire,
And no one she knew was with her
She is trapped inside her own mind
She is so intuitive, with thoughts too fine
Intercepting and accepting things of the unknown
Of secret entities she unknowingly invites into her home
And tries to get along with
Every single day
She tries to make them her friends
But then they linger longer, and try to stay
She has been force fed pills her whole teenage life
And still continues to take them
She is told every time she is supposed to "embrace" them
My mother is going to be 42 years old
The government is holding her to this unrighteous mold
It is deteriorating her inner most being
They are telling her she's crazy
But they have no idea what she is hearing!
She called ME last night asking me if I was hearing voices
And she's done this before,
I used to ignore it
Surprisingly I was, I thought I was speaking to the Holy Spirit
Or some form of her, my very own mother
BEFORE I was told she had some sort of what they call a mental illness
Before I understood this different part of her..
Which by the way no one ever told me
She has had this problem only a few years after I was born
And I didn't figure it out until I was seventeen
So again, she calls me,
I think I've been speaking to her supposed lost spirit
But my mom was never gone
I had to open my mind and realize this
She just started to accept this intuitivenss
So, she asks me again if I have been hearing voices
I repeat myself, 'Yeah mom, I have"
Just so you know it wasn't that I was hearing voices,
I have been going through something similar
Accepting my own intuitiveness
Trying to climb the same pillar
She asks me this question,
If I have another mother
Do I have another mother?
I reply --- no I cry, "Of course not mom, I love you"
"What is this about? How is it that you knew"
She said sometimes some things just 'zip' though her mind
She has to address them
Especially when her only daughters state of reality is on the line
She screams back at me, it gets the best of her
"WHY DO YOU NEED TO LISTEN, WHY DO YOU NEED ANOTHER MOTHER"
She hangs up on me
I couldn't help but call her back
She acted so normal
As if what just happened wasn't real
And I don't blame her, I couldn't believe it myself
So I brought it back up
I let her know
I thought it was her
I thought it was her soul
Mom, I was listening for you
My one and only mother
My one and only star
My one and only protector
My one and only that birthed me into this earth
The one who looks at me,
And sees nothing but all I'm worth
I am her chosen one
I am her only one
We are sharing this same 'What ever you want to call it'
You can call me a Psychic,
Or tell me I'm schizophrenic
I will tell you right now I am fine
I want to deal with this
What every happening to me is so divine
My mom and I are one alike
So intuitive with thoughts too fine
But together we will fight this battle
Together we can build this mantel
And I will fight with her,
Because she fights for me
She's fighting for it ever day
And yet the world still thinks she's crazy

I found myself in the most strangest place
Where strangers around me
Practice the same pace
They work to bleed
The have a love for greed
They keep way too much stuff to themselves
Acting like it's Black Friday with the last Iphone5 on the shelf
It's so simple to remember the things that bring us down
It is actually too simple to forget how you became apart of this town
Why you lead yourself to become who are
Why you choose to lead a certain group of stars
It is everything you, my dear live for
And are living for in this very moment
You are here, there is nothing more to it
I feel you in my veins
I see your soul in the race
For true victory, the meaning behind the prophecy
That you wrote,
And will lead us home
Where we won't be alone
Where we won't have to worry
About decision making that has to do with
If I do or do not want to stop at Mc Donalds
For an M&M; mcflurry
Find beauty in this Earth that brought you here
Find a true passion for why you would want dance with her
Play around with the bars
Sing to new heights and became a shining star
She wants you to be alive
So live through each other
And into the unknown we will guide each other
And into the unknown we will show our sisters and brothers
To each there own, but I am taking this risk
I hope each and every one of you find at least something out of this

So I've got this weird thing for olda daddies
I like that they're bald and ride around with the caddies
At the golf course on Sundays
Probably with they're olda babies
(which really means wife)
But that doesn't phase me!
Sometimes an olda daddy isn't even really an olda daddy
Sometimes it's my good friend Max,
but that doesn't make him too happy
Sometimes it's my friend Even,
But Ev the man doesn't mind!
He's got cool olda daddy hair and a fresh olda daddy mind!
He embraces his oldest olda daddy self!
He knows whats up!
He feels rich in his olda daddy wealth!
Because, not all of my friends are olda daddies
And Even is aware of this, his girlfriend is Cassie
And that's my friend too, don't get me wrong
But Cassie's a younga babby, this is a whole different song
We sing together, we drop all the baby beats
We'll drop them on you any time that we please
You never know what to expect from us younga babies
We show up out of nowhere and drive you mad crazy
That's what's so special about us babies in the world
Doesn't matter who you are, boy or girl
Everyone on earth gets pretty weird sometimes,
But us babies take the cup! That should ease your mind anytime!
Olda this, olda that, younga who, younga why
Come on gang, let yourself go!
I want to see you all give your inner baby it's best try!

I thought to myself, I should write a poem about you
Everything that you say and all that you do
Blue like the ocean, Green like the trees
Flowers that bloom and attract all the bees
That buzz in and out of my ears as they please
You -
have this thing about you that makes me weak at the knees
High of your sting that you always hit me with
High off your smile as if I just the fattest spliff!
But it never goes away,
I never come down
I still think about you even when you are not around
Your chestnut locks that locks me into this vision
and everything else that goes along with them
Your laugh, your eyes
Typical things to fantasize about
But! How about what you believe,
And all the words that fall from your mouth

And I love those, I do, I really really do

Especially because they fall
They leap without looking,
And yet you still stand so tall
You are so strong with all your projections
You give absolutely no ***** to those who reject them
Some people think you are absolutely nuts,
But so do I!
I wrote you this poem, and you still act like your blind
Is it really that hard?
I'm now in the spot light
I know you're here
I invited you out tonight
I have been saving this poem for this very moment
I have been crossing my fingers for you ever since I wrote it

So now we are both here,
and now everyone knows
Now my palms got all sweaty,
And I'm ready to go home
Thank you for listening
I'm at least glad you came,
And everyone else I just encircled in my shame
We'll see how this ends up,
I gave it a pretty good shot.
Maybe now he wants me too?
But honestly, probably not